End Of The Tunnel

Waking up past 3 whole body in fatigue
Sun shining through the window bout to make my eyes bleed
I've been doing the same sh*t for the past 5 weeks
Using every single avenue to try to find relief
I've just trying to finally see
The end of the tunnel I'm exhausted
Stuck inside my house like I lost it
Claustrophobic stuck inside my thoughts
Doubling my dose while I'm praying it won't leave me unresponsive
God
I can't never ever slip
Bunch of condolences ain't something I can settle with
Long climb until the top I'm hanging off from everest
I can never stop cause it's scary with the drop
And I been through a lot ugh more than they ever did
Would've been serving time they just couldn't find the evidence
Staring through the blinds while I scramble for my medicine
Chasing after highs for the moments when the pressure lift
Sh*t can I fix it
Dark and light still fighting I feel the friction
Fighting with addiction friends saying I'm switching
Staging interventions I can't motherf**king quit
Cause I can't take no intermission
Always keep going
Money longer and my problems only keep growing
Taking a toll on my mind and my soul
But I'm a f**king soldier gotta keep with the motion ayy
These drugs ain't working
Can't go deeper I been stuck on top the surface
Head like a hole b**ch I feel my soul burning
Got me questioning everything like what's my purpose
I need some soul searching
I need to figure out the plan on the bigger picture
On some sh*t I don't understand
Gotta stay committed
Can't ever break or ever bend
Blood stains on my hands as I walk to the promised land huh
Waking up past 3 whole body in fatigue
Sun shining through the window bout to make my eyes bleed
I've been doing the same sh*t for the past 5 weeks
Using every single avenue to try to find relief
I've just trying to finally see
The end of the tunnel I'm exhausted
Stuck inside my house like I lost it
Claustrophobic stuck inside my thoughts
Doubling my dose while I'm praying it won't leave me unresponsive
God