****ing Fans
I'm still working on me
我还在继续工作
And I'm coming back better for you
我让自己变得更好再到你身边
Most times it was my selfishness and your helplessness that I took advantage of
大多数时候都是我的自私和你的无助使你难过低落
You'd sit in the house and I'd be out and I know you're worried of (I know you're worried)
你在家里空等，我在外面，我知道你在担心着我
And you tried to block it out
你也试着屏蔽我
I'm so sorry for letting you down
让你难过我很抱歉
I should've came home, came home sooner
我本应早点回家
You'd probably be better if I
你可能会过得更好如果我——
Came home, love you like I treat you
回家，像以往一样爱你
You'd still be there
你还会在我身边
My girl, my lil' baby speechless
我亲爱的，我的宝贝说不出话来
You'd still be there, baby
你还会在我身边
I'm still working on me (Work it)
我还在不断努力
And I'm coming back with a plan and there's money in my hands (Work it)
我回来了，带着不少的钞票打算重回你身边
You said I was ****ing up while I was out here ****ing fans damn and it made you crazy
你说我和粉丝私联，这让你失去理智
Made you seem made you feel it was crazy
让你下定决心离开我
While you sit in the house, I'll be out and you stay worried about me (Oh)
你在家里空坐，而我却在外面逍遥快活，而你依然挂念着我
Ay, yeah
Nice when I just needed to hold somebody
每当我需要她人陪伴时
Feeling overwhelmed should've told somebody
感觉不堪重负，本应告诉她人才对
Picture and it's me sending chills through your body
只有我了解你的身姿与喜好
I just probably should've chilled 'til I saw you
我在见到你之前可能只是在浪费时间
How am I supposed to get to know somebody
我怎么能去认识她人？
Nigga left his 20s and I still wanna party
他们都丢下钱离去，而我依然想要派对
I can not be trusted on my own with nobody
我自己都不再信任我自己
I can not be
无人会再信任我
If we broke it off then you know it wasn't painless
如果我们分手，对我来说并不是那么简单
If she got a watch then you know it's not a stainless
如果她有一块表，你知道它不可能毫无瑕疵
I was out here ****ing fans I was shameless
我真是厚颜无耻，竟然和粉丝私联
Yeah and I know that
我自己也知道
You was at the crib reading stories that they sent you
你在家里看着狗仔们爆出一个个我与她人纠缠不清的故事
Most of that was bullshit but some of it I did do
大部分都是胡扯，但我确实做过几件错事
Hard for me to justify the women I was into
我很难为我爱上的女人辩护
Especially when the whole entire world wished they had you
尤其是整个世界都渴望着拥有你
Then I locked the door that night in Vegas 'cause I had to
那夜在维加斯，我把门锁上了
Then I had a kid even though I never planned to
然后我有了儿子，即使我并不打算要孩子
I cannot imagine when your girls gave you that news
我无法想象你的闺蜜告诉你这个消息时你的举动
I know that
我都知道
Probably made you want to hit the streets on everything
可能会让你想要夜不归宿
Probably made you want to pour bleach on everything
可能会让你想要大吵大闹
Probably made you want to kill me on everything
可能会让你对我心灰意冷
Yeah, trust I know that (Trust I know)
相信我，我心知肚明
Dialing I'ma say two zero one four
给你打电话，我还记得你的号码2014——
'Cause you're not on the same shit that you was on before
因为你已经不再像以前那样爱我
I know you're not happy, girl, everybody know
我知道你并不开心，众人皆知，宝贝
Could see it in your boyfriend's eyes at the show
我能从你新男朋友的眼里看出来，就在演出那边
Don't tell me let it go, I'm a letting go pro
别告诉我放你走，我经历过太多次离别
You don't wanna grow but we got to outgrow
你不想长大，但我们终将成长
Went six digits on the lock screen code
你的屏幕锁也换成了六位
You're bragging to that hoe and it's gon' be a lot of smoke
你对那个女人显摆，我知道硝烟即将弥漫
We both getting rich but the trust getting broke
我们都越过越好，越来越有钱，但我们之间的信任却分崩离析
Tear me down with words but I know that's how you cope
用言语攻击我，但我知道那只是你自我防卫的方法
Cover up a lot can't cover up your soul
掩盖再多都无法掩盖你的灵魂
I know you're not happy, girl, everybody know
我知道你不开心，宝贝，众人皆知
(Trust I know that)
相信我我都明白