Holding On To Heartache

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holdin' onto heartache
You should be starin' at the sky
The birds just passin' by, love

The windy hell just over
We knew that all would change
Creates the strangest feelin'
Just know they waitin' for the end
I still have dreams about it
The moment since they came
The moment's never shown towards
Because we faded into darkness
I can still hear a silence
I can still hear a clock that's tickin'

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holdin' onto heartache
You should be starin' at the sky
The birds just passin' by, love
Holdin' onto heartache

The nights, the changin' seasons
Become the strangest days
I called you twice but then regretted it
And changed my number
The questions that I'm askin'
Where did it all go wrong?
There's endless versions of that thing
That keeps me driftin' back to darkness
I can still hear a silence
I can still hear a clock that's tickin'

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holdin' onto heartache
You should be starin' at the sky
The birds just passin' by, love

You know the party's over
When you're standin' in an empty space alone
And time can always heal ya
If you let it make its way into your bones
Nothing's ever easy
To be honest, I'm not easy by myself
The second that I see ya
The space between us just comes floodin' back

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holdin' onto heartache
You should be starin' at the sky
The birds just passin' by, love