Jocelyn Flores

I know you so well, so well
我是那样了解你的为人 再熟悉不过
I mean, I can do anything that he can
我想说 我能为你做出他所做的一切
I've been pretty—
近日 我无比——

I know you're somewhere, somewhere
我懂你一定就在某处 就在某处驻留
I've been trapped in my mind, girl, just holding on
近日我被思绪囚禁 女孩 请莫要离去
I don't wanna pretend we're something, we're nothing
我不愿假装我们关系 你我毫无瓜葛
I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold on (I'll be feeling)
近日我脑海中的她飘散不去 我已无法自拔 (我将倍感——)

I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain
我正深陷苦痛 真想给自己整十个子
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
我正思索着一些事 而现已无法挽回
Suicidal, same time I'm tame
你认为生活枯燥乏味 渴望就此长眠
Picture this, in bed, get a phone call
拍下这一切 卧床不起 接通一则电话
Girl that you ****ed with killed herself
你曾爱护的女孩 现已放弃洗刷罪孽
That was this summer when nobody helped
此事发生于此夏日 那时她无依无靠
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
而从此开始 我便恨透了自己的懦弱
Wanna ****in' end it, pessimistic
渴望不再沾染那世间情愫 悲观不已
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
我只愿体会孤独 面朝大海 春暖花开
But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
可世人却被我的才华 所深深地打动
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
与他们交谈着 我那些仓促行动之事
****in' sickenin'; at the same time
我真的无比厌恶这一切 而与此同时
Memories surface through the grapevine
匿藏身处的回忆于我脑中 涌现而出
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
不断讲述着我那位叔叔的悲惨经历
Post-traumatic stress got me ****ed up
过去的创伤 使得如今的我焦虑满满
Been ****ed up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up
近几月我混乱不堪 被关进牢狱之中

I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
我将不断体会世间疾苦 而坚持下去
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
可我却无法于世人相同 我麻木不已
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
我将不断体会世间疾苦 而坚持下去
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
可我却无法于世人相同 我麻木不已

I know you so well (I know you, girl)
我是那样了解你的为人 再熟悉不过
I mean, I can do better than he can
我想说 我能为你做出他所做的一切
I've been pretty—
近日 我无比——
I know you so well
我对你的一切 真算的上是了如指掌