Toxic Nostalgia

Thought we moved on
以为我们已经走了
Said you were gone
说你已经走了
But you heard I was fine
但你听说我很好
Call me to fight
召唤我去战斗
This is so toxic
这太有毒了

No I'm not all good but
不 我不是很好 但是
Got good at hiding
善于躲藏
The pain in my eyes
我眼睛里的疼痛
Smile to cry
笑着哭
This is so toxic
这太有毒了

Letting go of you hurts worse every time
每次放手都会让你更痛苦
And I don't wanna miss you again I don't
我不想再想你了 我不想

I don't don't wanna miss you again
我不想再错过你
Cause days when I miss you I start to forget why I left in the end
因为在我想念你的日子里 我开始忘记我最后为什么离开你
I don't wanna miss you again
我不想再错过你
Cause nights when I miss you I wish I just met you and we were still friends
因为我想你的夜晚我希望我只是遇见你 我们还是朋友
I don't wanna miss you again
我不想再错过你

Remember the weekends
记得周末
Fruit at the market ah
水果在市场上啊
Topanga to hike
Topanga徒步
Thought we could fly
以为我们可以飞翔
Was it the chocolates
是因为巧克力吗

Now I just ignore ya
现在我不理你
Cause I'll never forget you
因为我永远不会忘记你
Stop writing you back
不要再给你回信了
Know it's making you mad
我知道这让你很生气
But
但是

I don't wanna miss you again
我不想再错过你
Cause days when I miss you I start to forget why I left in the end
因为在我想念你的日子里 我开始忘记我最后为什么离开你
I don't anna miss you again
我不会再想你了
Cause nights when I miss you I wish I just met you and we were still friends
因为我想你的夜晚我希望我只是遇见你 我们还是朋友
I don't wanna miss you again
我不想再错过你