I'm Disappearing

My bluest veins are hidden by what
I'm wearing
My palest skin is almost transparent
It feels like a bird of prey could take me away
I'm disappearing,
I'm disappearing
I'm afraid this heart beats too slow
I have failed to make myself known
Still I fight with all my strength down to the bones
I'm disappearing,
I'm disappearing
I'm losing again,
I just nod my head
And refuse everything from here in my bed
A heavy heart must shed its weight
For the life that's bound to escape
I'm losing again
I just nod my head
And refuse everything
It's my punishment
I'm disappearing,
I'm disappearing