Fever

I've been feeling so distracted
近来觉得有些心烦意乱
Maybe I’m exhausted
可能是有些厌倦了
Maybe I’ve just had enough of myself the way I am
又或许是受够了现在的自己
I’m changing, I’m changing, I’m changing
我正在改变，改变，改变
Baby oh you, you've been so understanding
宝贝，哦，你曾如此善解人意
And how can I try to tell you
但现在我该如何告诉你
All that you’ve been for me?
你在我心中的地位
I need you to just wait up for me
我需要你再等等我
Self love is something of a Neverland
自怜自爱像是来自梦幻岛的礼物
Why'd it take until now just to understand
为什么我现在才明白这个道理
Give it some time, lie to myself, it’s every night
虚度着时光，每夜自欺欺人着
I’m fighting my mind and noticing more I don’t like
不断地自我抗争，愈发意识到我不爱种种
Hard to know what I need
了解自己的欲望很难
When it seems so easy
尽管看起来是小菜一碟
Won’t ask you, don’t need to
不需要向你多问
Bother you bout that ****
不需要为此烦扰你
It’s not your fault
因为这不是你的错
And it’s not my own
一切只怪自己
But why can’t I feel good on my own?
但我为什么却觉得这么糟糕
I've been feeling so distracted
近来觉得有些心烦意乱
Maybe I’m exhausted
或许是有些倦怠了
Maybe I’ve just had enough of myself the way I am
又或许是受够了现在的自己
I’m changing, I’m changing, I’m changing
我正在改变，改变，改变
Cut back on the **** I do
克制自己不再做那些糟糕的事
Knowing full well that I won’t hear from you soon
深知我最近已经很久没和你联系了
Maybe this new low I hit
或许这是我所面对的另一个低谷
Will make a new beginning
这会是新的开始么
I’m walking home, I feel alone, I call you up up
一个人走回家，不断给你打电话
Late night craving your touch, touch
夜深人静便更加渴望你的触碰
I need you too much too much
我需要你，非常