Back Then (momma always told me)

I'm stuck in the past to tell you the truth
Grown up so fast I'm just missing my youth
Laughing in class till the clock would hit two
Run to my momma and sip apple juice
Life was so easy it didn't feel hard
Laughing so much as I run through the yard
Lay on my bed and go look at the stars
Trying to find answers on where I should start
Had all these dreams, I thought I could fly
There was no limits, it was paradise
Eat lucky charms with some milk every night
Then go upstairs kiss my parents goodnight
Think I was 6 when I had my first crush
Butterflies in my heart thought it was love
I always remember how she'd make me blush
Getting too scared to sit by her at lunch
I always felt weird to tell you the truth
Hit by a soccer ball and lost my first tooth
Now I'm grown up I don't know what to do
Maybe I'll write a love letter to you
I've been through some pain don't wanna be hurt
Trying to be good but the demons they lurk
It's all okay cause I been through the worst
I am just praying I've lifted the curse