My room is messy
凌乱无序的房间
And so am I I
正如我一般残破不堪
don't know how to clean up
不知该如何收拾残局
tell me what should I
告诉我应该怎么做
do to breath like everyone else
才能像旁人一样轻松活着
air full of pain
空气中充斥着痛苦
kinda feel like mini hell
像身处人间炼狱一般
yes I'm
是啊
coughing hard
强烈地咳嗽着
and sneezing hard
打着喷嚏
my tears leakin
眼泪止不住地落下
eyes itchy
已经红肿发痒的眼睛
in foggy dust
在浓烈的灰尘中
yeah I am lost in my own room
我迷失在自己的房间(人生)里
where's the bathroom
浴室在哪里
where's the closet
壁橱又在哪里
all i have is loss
拥有就是失去的开始
i tried but always ended up lazy
我尝试过却都以懒惰无疾而终
who made me insane
是谁将我逼入绝境
I need a motivation
我需要动力
no more pills
而不是吞下更多的药
need another medication
我渴望另一种治愈我的方法
My room is messy
凌乱无序的房间
and so am I I
正如我一般残破不堪
don't know how to clean up
不知该如何收拾残局
tell me what should I
告诉我应该怎么做
do to breath like everyone else
才能像旁人一样轻松活着
air full of pain
空气中充斥着痛苦
kinda feel like mini hell
像身处人间炼狱一般
My room is messy
凌乱无序的房间
and so am I I
正如我一般残破不堪
don't know how to clean up
不知该如何收拾残局
tell me what should I
告诉我应该怎么做
do to breath like everyone else
才能像旁人一样轻松活着
air full of pain
空气中充斥着痛苦
kinda feel like mini hell
像身处人间炼狱一般
I pop anotha pill so
又吞下了一片药
I could keep myself in check
这样才能好好控制自己
I drown myself in henny
将自己淹没在一杯又一杯的轩尼诗中
so my brain can get some rest
这样我的大脑才能得到短暂的休息
What is there to do
有什么办法呢
when all I have is feelings
当我只能感到痛苦与沮丧时
of frustration
What do I gotta do to
我要做些什么
ease the ****in pain
才能减轻那些该死的痛苦
I'm thinking bout the truth
思考着真理
lord please give me strength
上天啊请赐予我力量吧
I'm tryna be free from
让我脱离这一切折磨
all the suffering
和苦痛吧
and pain would ya
please say somethin'
请说点什么吧
I stare myself in the mirror
盯着镜子中的自己
I punch it it splits into two
一拳将它打碎成两半
I need an escape I just tear up
泪水再也止不住,我要逃离这一切
I have no choice but to shooters
除了放手一搏我别无选择
My room is messy
凌乱无序的房间
and so am I I
正如我一般残破不堪
don't know how to clean up
不知该如何收拾残局
tell me what should I
告诉我应该怎么做
do to breath like everyone else
才能像旁人一样轻松活着
air full of pain
空气中充斥着痛苦
kinda feel like mini hell
像身处人间炼狱一般
My room is messy
凌乱无序的房间
and so am I I
正如我一般残破不堪
don't know how to clean up
不知该如何收拾残局
tell me what should I
告诉我应该怎么做
do to breath like everyone else
才能像旁人一样轻松活着
air full of pain
空气中充斥着痛苦
kinda feel like mini hell
像身处人间炼狱一般
broken mirror
破碎的镜子
scatters everywhere
碎片散落一地
messy floor again
呵又是脏乱的地板
clean up no
一点也不想收拾呢
it ain't easy for me
对于我来说不是容易的事啊
My room is messy
凌乱无序的房间
and so am I I
正如我一般残破不堪
don't know how to clean up
不知该如何收拾残局
tell me what should I
告诉我应该怎么做
do to breath like everyone else
才能像旁人一样轻松活着
air full of pain
空气中充斥着痛苦
kinda feel like mini hell
像身处人间炼狱一般
My room is messy
凌乱无序的房间
and so am I I
正如我一般残破不堪
don't know how to clean up
不知该如何收拾残局
tell me what should I
告诉我应该怎么做
do to breath like everyone else
才能像旁人一样轻松活着
air full of pain
空气中充斥着痛苦
kinda feel like mini hell
像身处人间炼狱一般