The Shepherd

I'm gonna lay back down before I get carried away
在我失控前我得躺下冷静
Waking up in bed the same old muthafuking way
可是在床上醒来，今天也是他*的昨日的复印件
I'd like to think it's soon that you'll be walking through my door
我做着白日梦，幻想着下一刻你就走入我门口
I guess I don't know a god damn thing, anymore
我猜我再也认不清这些纷扰的世事了
You used to lay beside me, I could hear you softly snore
你曾躺在我身畔，我听着你的浅鼾
And the place you used to lie is now a picture I ignore
然而你在我身旁的回忆却已经一片空白
To keep me safe and far away from demons after me
让我离那些恶魔和梦靥远去吧
I guess I'm just trying to keep myself clean
我想我也只不过是想孤身一人
The story bleeds and we follow like helpless herded sheeps
故事在流血，我们仿佛无助的羊群，游魂似的跟随着
But I'll keep my head up that's the Shepard in me
但是我昂起头，我就是我自己的牧羊人
Refusing to believe that you were just another drink
我才不相信你是另一杯使我迷醉的酒
And now I'll fall asleep, in my quarantine
而如今，我就要进入梦乡，独我一人
Come here darling, laugh with me
来这儿我亲爱的，同我欢笑
I can feel your body's cold
我能感觉到你肤上的寒气
There's a car that's rolling down the street
街上有辆车在开仿佛白驹过隙
Warning me I'm getting old
警示着我正在老去
I've learned to walk a different pace
我学会了走一种截然不同的步调
New routes I'd never earned
可我从未走过一条全新的路线
Just to keep my head from falling off
这么做不过是不想低落着脑袋罢了
Just to keep me from concern
这么做不过是让我自己远离惶恐罢了
There's a voice and it's a pretty voice
我好像听到一阵甜美的歌声
That keeps me waking up
它让我保持清醒
Runs the shower water over me
好似淋浴浇在我头顶
Pours the coffee in my cup
仿佛咖啡倒入我的马克杯
But each day as it fades away
但是它日渐消逝
And my hair slightly grows
我的发丝也日渐生长
I wonder if I'll ever see
我想知道我是不是与它曾有一面之缘
Just how our story goes
仿佛我们一起经历过的故事
You call me up to cheer me up
你提醒我、让我振作
But my body's grown immune
可是我的身躯却早就对鸡汤免疫了
To the face I never touched enough
直面我还没有抚够的面颊
To the heart I never knew
直面我不曾走入的你的心
My mama used to say to me, a reason lies inside
妈妈曾经告诉我，世事有因
Well if there's a reason behind all of this
如果这一切都有个原因的话
Well then I've lost my faith in life
那原因就是我对生活早已失去了热情吧
I'm gonna lay back down before I get carried away
在我失控之前我还是会躺会去
Waking up in bed the same old muthafuking way
再醒来、就这么他*的日复一日着
I'd like to think it's soon that you'll be walking through my door
我还是会做白日梦，幻想着你下一刻就会走入我的房门
I guess I just don't know a god damn thing...
我想我现在已经迷迷糊糊，不辨东西南北啦……