PTSD (Remix)
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Beat: 《PTSD》Tech N9ne, Krizz Kaliko
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演唱:Tech N9ne, Krizz Kaliko,D.LAC(Ver 2)
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Mix: biuC
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【N9ne】
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Uh-huh , Yup, O-K. Whatever,
嗯哼,是的,没问题,任何事,
Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is,
不要尝试着跟我交流,好像你很懂这个似得,
Yeah, I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you, but.. I got this,
耶,我知道我精神状况的问题你熟悉的很,但..我思维变得愈发不清晰,
Thanks anyway..
谢了 至少..
【KK】
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Don't let this eat me alive,
不要让这家伙吞噬我的神经,
I only can see this world from the inside,
我只能躲藏在心灵围墙里窥视这世界,
And I'm holding it inside,
我被困于其中,
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go,
这感觉就像 我扣起手枪扳机要它后退,让它滚出去,
And nothing's making sense,
但结果却无济于事,
And they have no patience for anything,
他们对我所说的任何事都不放在心上,
So I'm going on everything,
所以我要自己解决这所有的破事,
Somebody get me out of here,
有人要带我离开这里,
【N9ne】
You don't see what I see,
你看不到我眼中的画面,
So how the hell you gonna stop these voices,,
所以你如何让这些地狱哀嚎不再出现,
In my head, that got me offly rocky, do you copy?
脑海中痛苦缠绕,令我从高空坠落,你可否重演?
traumatized much, from homicide, what?
巨大创伤,源自无尽杀戮,怎样改变?
Don't wanna flip, but mama I must be the one I trust,
不愿变得疯狂,但妈妈我仍渴望寻求信任感,
I ain't got no friend, I ain't got no grin,
无朋友在身边 没有笑容浮现,
But I'm macho when I lock, load, and I block foes in,
但我却异常凶悍 瞄准,装弹,以一敌百封锁敌人前进路线,
When I stop souls in a rock, hold, I'ma drop those sins in a box so slim,
何时我能强迫自己的灵魂不再战栗 变得稳定,将身上的罪恶都封存起来,多么渺茫的心愿,
Inside of my nog' grows grim,
冷酷扩散渗入到我的躯壳里面,
By heard, it goes deep,
听到没 它已经潜入到最里端,
I serve and go weep,
我能做的只是哭泣悲叹,
A verticle leap when you're alert in your sleep,
总会反射性一跃而起 噩梦使你慌乱,
Was a word of a treatment, somebody murdered more peace,
治愈是最佳结果 不过很多人的精神支柱早已被摧毁折断,
Inside of my third it's so bleak,
我体内三分之一的灵魂如此的暗淡,
Done so much dirt I go leap to chief,
不择手段令我人生飞跃到达顶点,
【KK】
Don't let this eat me alive,
不要让这家伙吞噬我的神经,
I only can see this world from the inside,
我只能躲藏在心灵围墙里窥视这世界,
And I'm holding it inside,
我被困于其中,
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go,
这感觉就像 我扣起手枪扳机要它后退,让它滚出去,
And nothing's making sense,
但结果却无济于事,
And they have no patience for anything,
他们对我所说的任何事都不放在心上,
So I'm going on everything,
所以我要自己解决这所有的破事,
Somebody get me out of here,
有人要带我离开这里,
【D.LAC】
whats the melody surrounding?
这环绕的旋律是什么?
i hear the sound of violins
我听到了小提琴的声音
yet I can think of nothing but violence
但我脑海中却只能想到暴戾
mind depriving
剥夺了思想
why it can trigger my deepest anger
为什么它能勾起我最深的愤怒呢?
Oh I remember,
噢,我想起来了,
it’s the instrument played
这不就是
when it occurred then recurred then recurred and recurred
“”那件事“ 一而再 再而三 三而四 无数次发生 而我却无能为力时
and I could do nothing about it!
所弹奏的乐器吗?!
buried a recipe for a disaster and a catastrophe in my mind
在大脑深处埋藏了一份解药,以及一份厄难
Just in case I am failing to
以防我无法
Rest In Peace.
安然入眠
Ye, Me resting in peace, or shredded in pieces?
是啊,我安然入眠,亦或者被搅碎成粉末
anything else does everybody want?
大家对我还有什么别的期待或要求吗?
becuz imma swallow the toxicant and then die at once.
因为我即将吞下毒药,立刻致死
I don't even need an effing chronic one.
甚至都不需要慢性的
Twenty four seven I quenching on menace
我无时无刻不在尝试平息周围胁迫一般的空气
and minute and second I get up all sweating
每分每秒我都有可能一身冷汗
Get busy forgetting about the demon
忙着忘却
that’s hitting me ,feeding me bitter
那猛烈抨击我的心魔
i went into hell for this wretch in myself
我为了心中这自卑的本我而进入过地狱
But nothing been ringing a bell
但也未曾为我带来任何明悟
all I’m thinking is quitting my realm,
我现在只想退出这领域
ain’t ready to tell it but deep inside
还没准备好道出,但内心深处
I really wanna give it a bit of more help.
我真的很想给他更多一些帮助
but if I didn’t get it, to hell
但如果我无法获得救赎,那就去他X的
imma drag the whole world with me
我要把全世界都拖拽下来
Cuz my emotion shut down
因为我的感情已经关闭
so I will take out everyone around me
所以我会把周围的人都放倒
in an alphabetic order
按字母顺序来吧
without even realizing it’s a slaughter
甚至我都意识不到这是一场TS
Im trapped in a corner
我被困在了角落
Ain’t no boarder for
对于创伤后罪恶感失调的人来说
Post Traumatic Sin Disorder
边界是不存在的