Hard Being Alive

I stay in, I wake up
Overthink things while asleep
And it's true that I'm out but I still feel lonely
I take walks, I smoke up, do the things they told me
But I know, I'm f**ked, it's a ceremony

Our demons are on our side
Stay married to the hard times
And if I was a king, I'd tell you all to run and hide
So much that we don't like, so many can be unkind
I'm not saying I've died but I feel so dead inside

Oh today it's hard being alive
If I sleep now I think that I'll be fine
What's the problem? It's so hard to decide
Oh today, it's hard being alive

Can't be late, my mistake
God, this happens often
Woke up with a headache
It was 3 o'clock then
I'll be fine, I'll move on
Use me till I'm all gone
I don't have a reason, don't tell anyone

Our demons are on our side
Stay married to the hard times
And if I was a king, I'd tell you all to run and hide
So much that we don't like, so many can be unkind
I'm not saying I've died but I feel so dead inside

Oh today it's hard being alive
If I sleep now I think that I'll be fine
What's the problem? It's so hard to decide
Oh today it's hard being alive
Hard being alive
Hard being alive
Hard being alive
Hard being alive