Irony English & piano ver

原译者：嘘呐花开了哦
I feel that walking has become another chore，
我觉得走路已经成为另一件苦差事，
I don’t think I can go on walking anymore，
我恐怕无法继续走下去了，
Forgive me for those words, I know they’re but a cliche to you，
原谅我的那些话，我知道它们在你听来只是陈词滥调，
But life is tiring, my feet are feeling sore，
但生活是很累的，我的脚开始酸痛，
I wish that I could have a bit of time，
我希望我能有一点点的时间，
To heal the ache that's growing stronger all the time，
来治愈日益强烈的疼痛，
But I know time stops for nobody, let alone me，
但我知道时间不会为任何人停留，更不用说我了，
And so I go, inevitably...
所以我最终还是选择继续走下去……
Whenever things are going rather happily，
每当事情进展得相当愉快，
It turns out life is just playing a trick on me，
原来只是生活在捉弄我，
It’s slightly shameful to admit the truth, I end up in tears，
承认这个事实有点可耻，我最终哭了起来，
And so return the same old melancholy，
之后返回同样的忧郁，
I miss when life was just simplicity，
我怀念生活是简单的时候，
And misery wasn't always chasing after me，
痛苦并不总是追逐我，
It's pretty obvious now, I should have left my regret，
现在，很明显，我本应把遗憾留在过去，
But I held onto it, so foolishly，
但我如此愚蠢地，拼命抓住它，
Maybe I overreact a bit，
也许我有点反应过度，
It hasn’t destroyed me yet, has it?
它还没有毁了我，是吗？
But everything I desire is always just too far to get，
但我所渴望得到的一切离我太远，
Honestly, yes it's me, brainlessly, so silly，
老实说，这只是我，没有脑子，那么傻，
Always hoping for good to be，
总是希望有好的，
If that's the case then just hear my plea，
如果是这样的话，那就请听听我的恳求，
Pick me up and drop me into unfaltering sleep，
带我走，让我安稳的睡眠，
You say to look hard for a solution，
你说要努力寻找解决方案，
But wouldn't that depend on the person?
但那不取决于人吗？
So I could never, no I could never，
所以我永远，永远不会，
Believe a word anyone says，
相信任何人说的话，
I know that everyone has their hardships，
我知道每个人都有自己的困难，
It's fairly clear to me that I’m not alone，
我很清楚，我不孤单，
But how is it that they can just leave them，
但是为什么他们就可以那么轻易地抛却，
I just don't know at all，
我根本不知道，
Often I'm told I need to clean up my act，
经常有人告诉我需要检讨我的行为，
Although maturity is something I lack，
尽管我并不成熟，
And so when some simple little problems arise，
所以当一些简单的小问题出现时，
I overthink them,over and over again，
我一遍又一遍地反复思考着，
It seems that the world is just a troublesome place,so，
世界似乎只是一个麻烦的地方，所以，
Sometimes I think that I should just end the pain,
有时我想，我应该结束这痛苦，
"You're sick,aren't you dear?""I'm sick of the tears"，“
你生病了吗，亲爱的？”我厌倦了眼泪“，
Why can't everything just end simply?
为什么一切不能只是简单地结束？
Everything that I aspired to be，
我渴望的一切，
Is nothing that will become of me，
都没有实现，
If my expectations are too far-fetched,
如果我的期望太遥不可及，
then just what am I to do?
那么我到底要做什么呢？
Give a sign,give a sign,a reason not to die，
给我一个迹象，一个符号，一个不死的理由，
Give me a chance to prove my worth，
给我一个机会来证明自己的价值，
I constantly search for a place to cry，
我一直在寻找一个哭泣的地方，
Why won't these tears just stop pouring from my eyes?
为什么我的眼泪停不下来？
It's hard to constantly think of the same things，
不断思考同样的事情是很困难的，
It's just unnecessary to think too much，
只是不要想太多，
You always told me stars would guide me back home，
你总是告诉我星星会指引我回家，
Although they only show at night，
虽然他们只在夜间出现，
You always showed me so much kindness，
你总是给我那么多仁慈，
I don't deserve it,I have failed you too much，
我不值得拥有它，我已经让你失望了太多，
I think my tiny heart is going to split，
我想我的小心脏快要裂开，
Just leave it be,for now...
不要管它，就现在，
Step back from me...
离开我吧...
Please leave me be...
让我这样就好...
This so-deceitful road that I stumble on is never going to end...
这样骗人的道路，我跌跌撞撞永远不会走到尽头…，
It's getting difficult to maneuver，
移动变得越来越困难，
And it's just worthless to try and run away，
尝试去逃跑是毫无价值的，
So I'll just hold my hands over my ears，
所以我只是把手放在耳边，
And block out all this noise，
屏蔽掉所有的声音，
How can I live not knowing what life is?
我怎么能不知道什么是生活呢？
Sometimes my dreams seem to be more realistic，
有时候我的梦想似乎愈发接近现实，
Obviously I can't be called happy，
我显然不能被称之为所谓的幸福，
Then,what am I,after all...?
那么，我到底是什么……？