Follow Suit

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Life can be so temporary
Lost myself today it's scary
Lately you been on my mind
Someone take this pain and I'll go blind
I wanna know why you had to leave so soon
Keep reading through the messages I always do
Still question if I could've ever pulled you through
Trying not to follow suit
I promise it's killing me slowly
So many friends and I'm lonely
Nothing is right, there's never a night
That I do not think 'bout us smoking up on the top of the town house
Fying so high
But I'm down now
I don't want no one around now
All of these tears have me drowned out
The hearse was when it hurt like
I been knew you weren't right
Even in my worst nights
I've never felt the curse like
My own life is secondary
This was not your first time
Know you tried a couple times
That's what ****s with my mind
I don't wanna die
But I don't feel like living either
I will pay the price
If you can just give me one reason
I don't wanna die
But this don't feel like living either
I will pay the price
If you can just give me one reason
Life can be so temporary
Lost myself today it's scary
Lately you been on my mind
Someone take this pain and I'll go blind
I wanna know why you had to leave so soon
Keep reading through the messages I always do
Still question if I ever could've pulled you through
Trying not to follow suit
It's definitely killing me slowly, questioning whether it's phony
Every night I'm wondering why I'm here without one of the homies
Maybe it's just not my time yet
Up all night maybe I'm up next
Or maybe I'm just feeling upset so I regret
All of the things that went unsaid
I know I shouldn't blame myself but it's too late
But this ain't what he would ever want, don't wanna see you fade
To black 'cause that what has been happening you have to relocate
To a place where you can love yourself and love your ****ing mate
For the person that he was
Not the person that he ain't
You have a tendency to cry but no one
Can ever be blamed
This is life and that is death
What's important is the brain
In the end when nothing's left at least
Your mind will stay the same
I don't wanna die
But this don't feel like living either
I'm not gone pay the price
Even though I know that there's a reason
I don't wanna die
But this don't feel like living either
I'm not gon pay the price
Even though I know that there's a reason
Life can be so temporary
Lost myself today it's scary
Lately you been on my mind
Someone take this pain and I'll go blind
I wanna know why you had to leave so soon
Keep reading through the messages I always do
Still question if I could've ever pulled you through
But I will never follow suit