One day, I want to fly far.
某日 我想逃离一切
I want to go to a land full of happiness where my past disintegrates in.
我想飞到一个充满幸福的国度 我所有痛苦的过往在此瓦解崩塌
Gold comes from my scars, and my life no longer starves my heart. I'd feel like a champion.
伤口有千万只金色蝴蝶飞出 我的心灵不再空虚匮乏 此刻我好像拥有了一切
One day, my interferes of discouragement no longer destroys me.
某日 我不再被这无尽的沮丧所摧毁
And my ambition tells me to keep on living.
我坚定告诉自己我要好好活下去
When I finally show emotions upon my lifeless appearance will flee,
当我这原来死气沉沉的外表流露出感情时
my insecurities fades away, and my heart becomes forgiving.
我知道心中的不安感便会消失 我的心也变得宽恕
I no longer want to fantasize, cause I'm tired of being reliant on people while you've been tired of my cries.
我不想再去幻想了 因为依赖他人使我困倦 而你也厌倦我一次次的哭泣
I no longer want to feel numb to pain,
我不想再对痛苦感到麻木了
and when people ask why I'm depressed there's just some things I can't explain-
当人们不解于我的抑郁 可有些事我终究无法解释——
You've got your life together for the most part, you're blessed- When words like that hurt you,
你的人生大部分是完整充实的 你是幸运的——若那般的话语伤害了你
there begins the ache in your chest.
你的胸口便会隐隐作痛