Sick and Tired

I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out
But I'm stuck in the drought I guess I'll start again
I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out
But I'm stuck in this house I am my only friend
Lately I know I've been a punk and I need to sober up
Double cup it got me stuck I think I'm losin' it
Yeah
'Cause every time that I've been gettin' stuck
I'm stuck
There's a line inside my head
My head
Of all my friends that they've been dead since I made it out
It's every time that you cross my mind
Remember the times but I know that you won't ever change
I'm not sobering up sick and tired of love
If you draw that line bae I hope you know I'm crossin' it
I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out
But I'm stuck in the drought I guess I'll start again
I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out
But I'm stuck in this house I am my only friend
Over and over again it's like I never win
Why you puttin' me down
It don't make any sense
I'm not sober again but I'm tryna pretend
Like everything's alright but it's hard to wait
I get drunk and interruptive
My eyes look red because I'm mad at myself
I stab the openin'
Lately everything I say
You just tell me it's wrong
I told her I won't be here long
I can't hold it in
Every time you cross my mind
I brought another memory to keep yours inside
I saw us drown like hightide
And everything is nothing if you're not here tonight
I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out
But I'm stuck in the drought I guess I'll start again
I've been losin' my mind tryna figure it out
But I'm stuck in this house I am my only friend
Over and over again it's like I never win
Why you puttin' me down
It don't make any sense
I'm not sober again but I'm tryna pretend
Like everything's alright but it's hard to wait
Oh oh oh-oh woah
Yeah
Oh oh oh-oh woah
Oh woah
Oh oh oh-oh woah
Oh oh oh-oh woah