I wish you made me feel better
一开始我希望你能让我感觉好些
To be honest, you don't
但说真的,你没有
There's things I'd like to forget about
有些事我想要置之脑后
And to be honest I'm close
说真的,我很快就能忘记了
I wish I started listening
我希望我开始学会倾听
When people tell me things
当人们告诉我那些事情
But I am my own problems
但我就是我自己的问题
So I'll be my own shrink
所以我要做我自己的心理医生
I know I should open up more, up more
我知道我应该敞开心扉，学会交流
Now you are yelling on the phone and
你在电话那头喊叫
It's sounding like an uproar, uproar
听起来像是一片喧闹哗然
Wasn't easy to control
一个不容易控制的局面
I know that you hate that
我知道你讨厌这样
And I know people hate me
也知道人们讨厌我
Ran into a glass wall
我一头撞上了玻璃墙
But I didn't break it
但它并没有碎
Yeah, is all this just an empty attempt?
是啊，这一切都是徒劳的尝试吗？
Just a way to make me feel something
只是一种让我清醒的办法
Some shit to tell a friend
一些告诉朋友的废话
A reason to be happy
一个让我快乐的理由
Are there ways to make me trust
有没有办法让我重拾信任
I forget about my better days
我忘记那些美好的日子
When I feel out of luck
在我运气差到爆的时候
So how do you find what's missing
你如何找到丢失的东西呢
I meet it half way like kissing
就像中途折断的吻
Money in the river for wishing
硬币丢进许愿的河里
I take it in
将其充斥我的肺
Before I breathe it out
在我吐出来之前
I overthink about it
我想的太多了吧
A simpler route
仅仅需要一条简单的路线
I'm in Silverlake in a big ass house
我在银湖的一个大房子里
Or on Braedon's couch
或者在布雷顿的沙发上
Seeing my friends pass
看着我的朋友经过
Wishing I was them
我希望我是他们
But I know I'm not
但我深知我与他们不同
This is for my ends
这本来是我的目的
And what I forgot
但我忘了
Benton Way