I Can Hardly Speak

When I turn out, not a word out
到最后才发现，我的内心沉寂如水
It's my reality
但这才是真实的我
Then I curl up, it won't take much
然后我蜷缩隐藏着，以至于不久后我能
To stand in front and see
站在众人前面观望

我找到了那种自我，但我又了解了什么呢
I got that ego, what do I know?
这些对我都不重要
It don't mean much to me
但此刻我坠落深渊，独自悲伤
Fall away now, on my way down
这是我所知道的而我却说不出口
It's all I know and I can hardly speak
灯塔沉默海上，我只有躲起来

凝视着寂静大海
There's a lighthouse, I can hide out
我对着海说了句话，不知道能不能让你听见
Staring out to sea
但好像只有回声向我打了招呼
Shine a word through, did it reach you?
我得到了自我，但这又代表什么呢
Or echo back to me?
当我什么都看不到

只知道我正在坠落，无穷无尽地降落着
I got that ego, what do I know?
我知道但我又无法言表
When I can hardly see
墙上挂着地那幅画，也在注视着我
Fall away now, on my way down
但我甚至说不出声
It's all I know and I can hardly speak
梦里我在海上停不下来地漂着

漂啊漂
A picture on the wall, looking back at me
你曾说我生来逆骨
And I can't even talk
然而我甚至不想理你
I'm floating in a dream
想让我离开我自己的世界
(I'm floating in a dream)
如果你失去了自我会怎样呢

你说你能看见我的缺点
You say I've a bent tooth
而我却从没把你放在心上
Well, I don't even like you
有太多太多的面孔存在
Want me to leave my cocoon
世间之大，大到我甚至不能找到一处令我容身
Where does that leave you?
回家后我记录生命的全部
You say you can see my bones
回家后我记录生命的全部
But I can see right through you
回家后我记录糟糕的全部
Too many faces to please
回家后我记录生命的全部（有张画挂在墙上
I can't see a place for me
回家后我记录生命的全部（它正在注视着我

回家后我记录糟糕的全部（而我却不能言语
I come home to write it all
我要回家我要回家（无穷无尽的大海
I come home to write it all
只有我，只有我在孤独地漂流，漂流着
I come home to write it all
I come home to write it all (A picture on the wall)
I come home to write it all (Looking back at me)
I come home to write it all (And I can't even talk)
I come home, I come home (I'm floating in a dream)
I'm floating in a dream