growing up

A lifeline recedes, regrets are increased
I’m haunted by my demons as my time is decreased
Swallowing pills and nurturing doubt instead of counting sheep
Just so I can finally get some sleep
Still growing up and feeling odd; out-of-place
It’s getting harder to wait, to say what I need to say
Still growing up and feeling odd; out-of-place
It’s getting harder to wait, to say what I need to say
Come let all the weight off your shoulders
You can’t carry all that, I notice
Nodding off, the world is in focus
Waste my nights and every day since then
Voice inside my head
(Can’t help me)
It’s getting harder to wait, to say what i need to say
I'm lost in the void, spinning in and out of my mental space
Harboring intrusive thoughts until i’m laid in the grave
Soul worn from the malady, life is a travesty
Still growing up and feeling odd; out-of-place
It’s getting harder to wait, to say what I need to say
Still growing up and feeling odd; out-of-place
It’s getting harder to wait, to say what I need to say
Come let all the weight off your shoulders
You can’t carry all that, I notice
Nodding off, the world is in focus
Waste my nights and every day since then
Voice inside my head
(Can’t help me)
It’s getting harder to wait, to say what i need to say
Always trying, never found a home
I'm surrounded but I feel alone...
Always trying, never found a home
I'm surrounded but I feel alone...
Always trying, never found a home
I'm surrounded but I feel alone...
Always trying, never found a home
I'm surrounded but I feel alone...