Snowflakes

The snowflakes stop falling
冬季雪花不再飘落
December rain it haunts me
相反十二月刺骨冷雨 萦绕周围
Where are you
可你在何处
I need you
想要你相伴
Your lies were so see through
我已识破 你所谓约定般的谎言
My scars are still bleeding
你可知 心头伤疤又开始流血
I'm so sick of feeling
我真的讨厌这种失落感
So helpless
让人无助
So useless
且无用至极
I'll run away and erase this
我多想摆脱消除这失落感
I don't know what I am here for
我不知道我存在的意义是什么
These meds' never helped me before
这些药物对我来说毫无作用
Leave me be crying on the floor
只想坐在地板上大哭一场
Cause I can't stand these feelings anymore
因为我真的无法忍受这失落感
Depression take me by 17
抑郁情绪陪我度过17岁
It's true I can't escape these memories
我真的无法忘记那些过往的回忆
I can't sleep they haunt my dreams
我无法入眠 因为我深知这些回忆还会钻进梦里
If I leave now will I be free?
如果我选择结束生命 我可以得到解脱吗
And everybody always questions why
但我知道所有人还是会不解为什么
I feel like this in my mind
内心深处有个声音重复着
Why do I talk of ending my life
为什么我要谈论结束生命的话题
Don't ask me ask the monster inside
别 我不想和内心深处交流这个话题了
The snowflakes stop falling
冬季雪花不再飘落
December rain it haunts me
相反十二月刺骨的冷雨 萦绕周围
Where are you
可你在何处
I need you
想要你相伴
Your lies were so see through
我已识破 你所谓约定般的谎言
My scars are still bleeding
你可知 心头伤疤又开始流血
I'm so sick of feeling
我真的讨厌这种失落感
So helpless
让人无助
So useless
且无用至极
I'll run away and erase this
我多想摆脱消除这失落感
My snowflakes start falling
内心的原野飘起了雪
December sun it warms me
十二月的阳光也开始温暖我
Where are you?
你在何方重要吗
I don't need you
我不再需要你的陪伴了
I'll live my life and see it through
我会好好生活 坚持下去
My scars haves stopped bleeding
心头旧疤也不再流血 结出新疤
I'm no longer feeling
我也不再感受到
So helpless
无助的痛苦
So useless
无用的苦恼
I'll stay right here and fight this
我会好好生活 克服所有困难