Invetro

Verse One
Two weeks before my old man busted up in her
My moms never walked slow
Now she smoke crack, sit back, and listen to talk shows
I hope she don't eat pork fried rice tonight
See, the cholesterol already got my arteries tight
I might select even before she injects her lethal chemicals to wrap the umbilical cords around my neck
****, I'm pissin' in the abdomen
Two and a half weeks old, already thoughts of stabbin' men
Unravelin' plots and plans for thievin' and ****
Immune to the gospel, not believin' in ****
Where the **** do
I go from here?
Cuz when the afterbirth disperse it's hard to persevere
I swear I can't **** with it
She hits about two packs of cigarettes a day and
I'm stuck with it
The asthmatic, internally scarred from crack addicts
Who share needles outside in the rain on
Kraftmatics and laugh at it
I guess for them it seems funny but soon
I be the ***** who kills for petty money presume
Inside this
Temple of
Doom we throw the womb
I bloom to be emitted in
June, considered a coon
Livin' my life incomplete though
On the edge of destruction, invetro
Chorus (x2)
I'd rather not be born than to be scorned in this world of hate
Where life escape me and stick me like thorn
Wild like child porn -ography, the autobi of the unborn
Verse Two
Overshadowed in darkness where curiosity is my light
Fear it but very coherent that there's a fifty percent chance that
I might Not make it in spite of the fact, it's my life
And can't take it, knowin' that
I'm losin' this fight to contradiction
The love with the hatred inviting friction
Umbilically inflicted, watchin' my life go down like
Christion
Understand mommy dearest is confused right now but my faith brings us through someway, somehow
From now I vow to invest the livin', bow only to
God The coke's tokes and tell-lie-vision violence already got me scarred
Disregard what the devil allowed on my set
This city's number one threat, huh
Bet I could probably run for mayor on some **** like that one day
Or get my hustle on, just like my dad, quiet as kept for the long stay
Flow as a positive form to first step
I want some friends and a ill-ass ****in' neighbourhood rep 600
Benz gooseneck with a
Nakamichi system in it
Graduated from a rookie, rolled-up windows tinted
Desire presented for ice cream,
Big Wheels, local rented movies
From Power
Rangers, Lion
King, Toy
Story and
Goonies But the bomb, at least that's what
I heard Beyond my 9 to 5's
I write a **** rap song but with your insides gone the vision is frail
Dreams can't set sail
From all that unprotected *** and cold
Ballantyne ales
Oh well, I still prevail,
God always has something in store for me outside this hell, move on
Torn in the eyes of
Allah, scorned when the dawn distortion upon
My abortion clinic visit in the morn
Chorus (x2)
I'd rather be born, shine as the true and livin'
Spawned to live this gift to the fullest, **** is on
Still rethinkin' my position until
I'm gone Mission is to elevate mind
Glisten, destined forever, weather the storm