im tired of this

I can’t go out and find someone new
我现在不能一个人出去
Because I always think of her
因为我总是想起她
Usually, when I obsess over things
通常，当我迷恋的事物
I see germs sneaking into my skin
我看到细菌潜入我的皮肤
I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars
我看到自己被来势凶猛的汽车撞飞
And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on
唯独遇见她是我人生第一件美好的事
I want to wake up every morning
我想每天早上醒来
Thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel
想着她握住方向盘的样子
How she turns shower knobs like she opening a safe
她如何打开淋浴旋钮，就像她打开保险柜一样
How she blows out candles
她是怎样吹灭生命之光
Blows out candles
生命之光
Blows out candles
生命之光
Blows out candles
生命之光
Blows out candles
生命之光
Blows out candles
生命之光
Blows out candles
生命之光
*Gun Click*
枪毙