Infinite (Alternate Version)

I wanna breathe like I'm brand new
Why can't I feel like I'm supposed to
Don't you feel the pressure I do
Tell me this will end soon
My mind's running away a mile a minute can't shake it off
A free fall I'd give anything to make it stop
How can I be an optimist when all this feels
Infinite
When the darkness finds me
All this feels infinite
And the pain is blinding
All this feels
Infinite it's infinite
Infinite it's infinite
I gotta find some way to relate
I drew a line just so I could see straight
Erase every lie and half truth
Anything I have to
My mind's running away a mile a minute can't shake it off
Six feet down buried in my own thoughts
How can I be an optimist when all this feels
Infinite
When the darkness finds me
All this feels infinite
And the pain is blinding
All this feels
Infinite it's infinite
Infinite it's infinite
When the darkness finds me
And I follow blindly
How can I keep it together when all this feels
Infinite it's infinite
Infinite it's infinite
Infinite it's infinite
Infinite it's infinite
It's infinite