Never Will

There’s a couple things I don’t normally talk about me
有些话我不愿说
Don’t you ask me how I’m doing
你也别多问
I don’t know how to deal with sympathy
你知道我最怕略带同情的关心
I’m the kinda person that just looks happy
没错我看起来一定很酷
Unless you ask me how I’m doing
你要问我最近好不好
I can break it down slowly
我可以慢慢说给你听

我快控制不住脑袋里狂奔的怪兽
I am getting sick of the monster that’s roaming inside my head
喝多了鸡汤会腻
I’m getting tired of the thought that I have already done my best
我真的快要抓狂
I’m sick and tired of the ********
你说我并不孤单
When you tell me I’m not alone
而你却有肩膀可靠
And you got something to hold on to
世上本没有感同身受这回事
You don’t know me
你不懂我，我不怪你
No, you never will
你不懂我
You never will
我的每一场荒唐都像战争，期待着大杀四方

拼命寻找结束一切的办法
There’s a couple times when I’m so desperately
但唯有药物能够拯救我
Looking for someway to end this
我也曾想过伸手示弱
Only pills sing me to sleep
但孤傲如我
I tried asking for help
信念也被遗失在记忆的轮回里
But I care too much about what my appearance look like
我快控制不住脑袋里狂奔的怪兽
Give me a reason to be alive
喝多了鸡汤会腻

我真的快要抓狂
I am getting sick of the monster that’s roaming inside my head
你说我并不孤单
I’m getting tired of the thought that I have already gave my best
而你却有肩膀可靠
I’m sick and tired of the ********
你不懂我，我不怪你
When you tell me I’m not alone
你不懂我
And you got something to hold on to
你不懂我
You don’t know me
你不懂我，我不怪你
No, you never will
你不懂我，我不怪你
You never will
你不懂我

你不懂我，我不怪你
No, you never will
你不懂我
No, you never will
你不懂我
You don’t know me
你不懂我
No, you never will
你不懂我
You never will
你不懂我，我不怪你
You never will
我快控制不住脑袋里狂奔的怪兽
You never will
喝多了鸡汤会腻
You never will
我真的快要抓狂
You never will
你说我并不孤单

而你却有肩膀可靠
I am getting sick of the monster that’s roaming inside my head
你不懂我
I’m getting tired of the thought that I have already done my best
你不懂我，我不怪你
I’m sick and tired of the ********
你不懂我
When you tell me I’m not alone
And you got something to hold on to
You don’t know me
No, you never will
You never will