Selfish

I just gotta do what's best for me
我要做对我来说最好的事情
Am I selfish?
我是个自私鬼吗？
I can't help it, can't help it
只是情不自禁
Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace
现在我只想守护属于自己的那份平静
Am I selfish?
我是个自私鬼吗？
I can't help it, can't help it
只是情不自禁
Wake up and I tell myself I'm amazing
一觉醒来告诉自己是最棒的
Tell myself that I'm worthy
告诉自己值得那样做
I put too many negative thoughts in my mind
想了很多对自己没有用的事物
Until I realized they ain't serve me
直到发现它们根本不适合自己
I deserve everything life has to offer
我值得上天为我做的一切
I gave my fans my life like an author
慷慨地回馈陪我一路走来的粉丝
I gave my wife my life and now I'm off her
我将一生给了我的妻子但现在我离开了她
I even gave my life to Christ at the altar
在祭坛向上帝庄严起誓
Feel like I exhausted myself was often faulted for the God I am to think I almost lost it
这感觉就像自己精疲力尽，经常被人认作上帝，感觉自己就要丢失了这称号
But I held it down
但是我还是卸下了这皇冠
No held it up
卸下了
I can't be failing bruh
不会再戴上去了
To many years I had to hear them people telling us
很多年前我曾听到人们议论我们
We wasn't good enough, great enough, wasn't well enough
在他们的世界里我们不尽人意
But I had to ignore that
但是我不得不无视它
I can't absorb that
我无法接受它
Cause I got purpose
因为我已然有了新的目标
And I gotta do what's best for me
我要去做对自己来说最好的事
Am I selfish?
我是个自私鬼吗？
I can't help it, I can't help it
只是情不自禁
Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace
现在的我只去为自己的安心而守望
Am I selfish?
我是个自私鬼吗？
I can't help it, I can't help it
只是情不自禁啊
I believe I'm overdue
我相信我已经过气了
Driver speed and all pursued
向自己的追求全力以赴
Found my demons on the loose
找寻那些丢失的梦魇
I'mma need a longer noose
我需要更多的束缚
Tired of fleeing, call a truce
如果厌倦了逃亡，那就停下来喘口气吧
Tired of being off with all my timing
我厌倦了总是没有抓住机会
Tired of being low, so now I'm climbing
厌倦了总是呆在谷底，如今我正努力闯出自己的天地
Tired of feeling lost, exhausted I am
厌倦了失落，是自己身心疲惫
Burdened by the weight of my objective
肩负着我自己的重任
Body following my mind directives
我说到做到
Carriage dangle tracking my incentives
我摇摆得就像摆动的马车
**** the game and use the contraceptives
去他的游戏和避孕用品
Oh did the game **** me? I don't know
这场游戏伤害到我了吗，我不知道
Fame is so lusty, use to have lust coating my soul
名声是如此的浮夸，用淫欲来包裹我的灵魂
Now I feel rusty, born to die slow
我感到自己腐朽，在慢慢死去
Where the time go
什么时候会呢，谁知道
Use to enjoy it though
过去常常享受这感觉
Weightless like I'm buoyant though
我开始向上漂浮，就像自身带有浮力一样
Chain swing like the drums hoe
摇摆的项链就像钢管舞娘
Shameless, you enjoy it though
当你看开之后，你就不会觉得羞耻
Painless if I detach
如果放手的话痛苦就会减少
But a pain hits when I relapse
当最不想看到的东西发生
Do I fear that? Oh no
我难道惧怕吗
No I fear me, sincerely
不，我惧怕我自己
And I gotta do what's best for me
我要去做对我来说最好的事情
Am I selfish?
我是个自私鬼吗？
I can't help it, I can't help it
情不自禁啊
Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace
现在我只为自己的和平生活而奋斗
Am I selfish?
我是个自私鬼吗？
I can't help it, I can't help it
我控制不住啊
Am I
难道我是
Selfish?
自私鬼？
Am I selfish?
我是个自私鬼吗？
Am I
我有
So selfish?
这么自私吗？
After bearing
在忍受痛苦之后
After bearing the cross far too long
在背负着自己的十字架走了太远以后
Am I
我是
Am I selfish?
我是自私鬼吗？