scars on my heart (Prod. Slipfunc)

Powfu
Powfu
Yo
哟
I'm sick of loving
我不想再爱了
Every time its just a misconception
每次到最后总是我想多了
I find a girl and she lead me into a new dimension
我吧，认识了一个把我带到另一个维度的妹妹
Thinking about the future
一想想以后
Counting out all of our blessings
没事着（看收到了多少）老一辈恋人们的祝福
Then I find out it's all fake
我就会发现这一切都是假的（祝福无法实现）
And she leave me guessing
她总是让我捉摸不透
I guess i learnt my lesson
我想我也学到教训了
I guess we're better ended
我想咱俩早点结束这段感情算了吧
I wish i never gave my heart out, dummy should've kept it
我真希望我从来没把心交给你过，我应该留着的 我怕不是傻了
Just like a piece of paper
（我心）就像一张白纸样
She ripped my heart in half
然后她就把我的心猛斯成了两半
I guess this kind of thing is something I won't ever have
我本以为这是我这辈子都不可能碰到的事
But it's fine, soon i'll just get use to it
但也没关系，马上 我就会习惯了
To keep my mind off of love
为了让我不再想些有的没的
I'll just do stupid s**t
我又会要干傻事了
I fell asleep questioning is anyone for me
我睡着了 在梦里问着有没有人会帮我一把（救救孩子吧亲）
Laying on my back
我一直躺着
Using music as a remedy
靠着音乐来治愈自己
Listening and writing all these sad songs
边听边写着这些悲伤的歌啊
Happy for a bit but doesn't last long
心情慢慢好点了 但感觉也好不了很久
I'm trying find the joy in all this chaos
我要不努力试着在这混乱里找点乐子吧
Keep on praying for my future
一直在为未来祈祷
Hope it pays off
希望有用吧
Hook
Hook
Broke my heart, you tore it in two (you tore it in two)
啊 我心死了真的，因为你(你把它斯成了两半）
Yeah
Yeah
So why am i （why？）still thinking of you?（why i'm thinking of you? why?)
所以我为啥(为什么？）还在想你（为毛我一直还在想你？告诉我为什么？）
SadBoyProlific
SadBoyProlific
Yo, lately it's **** emotions
啊哈，最近我有点飘
Grab the **** and then I roll it
拿着（类似兴奋剂？）药就出去浪了
I've been tripping off the potent
我开始变得不那么强势了
Honestly, I'm omnipotent
但讲真，我还是很全能的
Used to think about our memories
总会不由自主地想起以前的事
I cleared them like my history
因为我深知这就是我的过去
Wrote this in a grave to set the scene cause love is dead to me
把这些事全都写进墓碑里算了 因为我感觉我不会再爱了
Our love was one sided
我总是在一味地为你付出
I know you ain't felt the same
我晓得你反正也接收不到我的爱
I bet you relish the fact that I f***ing felt this pain
我打赌你很享受我TM受着痛苦的过程吧
You gave me comfort
你曾给过我安慰
You were like my shelter from the rain
你就像我在大雨中的庇护所一样
Gripping the razor blade I swear i'd never love again
紧紧地握着剃须刀片我发誓我不会再爱你了（冷静啊啊少年）
I'll keep that promise
我说到做到
Trust me i won't break it
相信我，一定
I ripped my heart out of my chest and chained it in the bas***nt
老子把我的心扯出来，然后把它锁在我家的地下室里
Knockin' bottles till i'm wasted
然后再喝高到人都不要了
Clear to see I'm changing
很明显我在改变了
Rather stick to blazin'
宁愿扎根到
And the dreams that I been chasing
一个我能追梦的地方
Hook
Hook
Broke my heart, you tore it in two
啊呀呀，是你，碎了我的心
So why am i (why am i?) still thinking of you?
所以为什么（为啥？）还在一直想你？
Powfu
Powfu
I know hearts don't physically break
我知道心又不会真的碎掉
But my chest hurts
但为啥我现在胸口好疼
I can still smell her perfume on my sweatshirt
我甚至还能闻到我的卫衣上有她的香水味
They say that time can heal
他们说时间会治愈一切
Soon i'll feel better
所以我马上就会好起来的
But all that can heal this is if I never met her
可唯一能（治愈）的方法就是让我从来没有见过她
Story never ends
这故事从未结束
If the story never starts
要是故事也从未开始过会发生什么呢
Take these sad feelings
要不把这悲伤的的感情
Trying to turn them into art
变为一种艺术吧
Paintbrush, light stroke
用画笔点亮画板
Out all of my feelings
至于灵感嘛 全都来自我的感受
Spitting s**t, typing quick
走起，打字搞快点
Keep writing lyrics
多写点歌词儿
Take the wheel
方向盘握稳
I can't see but keep steering
我看不太见，但我心无波澜
Moving on, kicking out my past demons
动起来，干翻过往的梦魇
And i'm not walking
现在我不再散步了
I'll be running from this torture
我会跑着逃离这一切苦难
I see the light
我看见了曙光
Do my best to move forward
我会尽力前行
Hook
Hook
Broke my heart, you tore it in two
我的心啊啊啊，你伤了我的心
So why am i still thinking of you?
所以为什么我还在想你？