BEAUTIFUL

I've been killen ounces like they grams yuh
I've been treating life like its a ocean
I've been drowning in the sand yuh
Everyday its getting worse I see it yuh
I open my eyes every morning and I barely can balieve it yuh
I hate making music bout as much as I hate eating
Bout as much as I hate sleeping
Damn as much as I hate breathing yuh
I can't seem to ever catch a break,
Either falling to my knees or end up falling on my face yuh
I just wanna stop dreaming
Breathing
Seeking
New meaning
So I'm leaving
I just wanna stop dreaming
Breathing
Seeking
New meaning
So I'm
I just wanna stop dreaming
Breathing
Seeking
New meaning
So I'm leaving
I just wanna stop dreaming
Breathing
Seeking
New meaning
I've been feelin' worthless
It's right at the surface
It don't matter what I do
Cause ain't none of it workin
I don't wanna work another job
I don't wanna work another 9-5 but I'm here wasting my time
So at least on someones dime
At the expense of my mind
I can maybe pay some rent and show my dad I'm doing fine
Or I might just buy a 9
And bullet make it shine
And do what I should have done a long time ago
I just wanna stop dreaming
Breathing
Seeking
New meaning
So I'm leaving
I just wanna stop dreaming
Breathing
Seeking
New meaning
So I'm
I just wanna stop dreaming
Breathing
Seeking
New meaning
So I'm leaving
I just wanna stop dreaming
Breathing
Seeking
New meaning
So I'm