God

Yeah
Yeah
I wish I could just be honest
我希望我倒是真诚了
Wish I didn't have to lie
希望我没有撒谎
Just wish I would've kept that promise
希望我没有违背誓言
When I'm starin' at the mirror
当我盯着镜子
I just don't see myself inside it
我看不到自己
Wish I could go back in time
我希望能回到过去
Get through high school
念完高中
And go to college, but I just can't now
去上大学 但是我现在不行了
And I could never turn around, I let my fam down
我永远都回不去了 我让家里人失望了
It's funny everybody sayin', "You the man, now"
现在他们都说“你最厉害了”就有点搞笑了
But no matter what size of these bank withdrawals
但是不管这些钱到底有多少
It'll never take away the pain I caused
它们都无法弥补我自己造的孽
'Cause yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
因为 上帝啊 我对你不忠过
At times I've been ungrateful, God, and
那时候我并不知道感恩 上帝
At my lowest points
在我最低落的时候
I went as far sayin', "I hate you, God"
我甚至说出了“我恨你 上帝”
And nothin' is okay right now
现在一切都不再好了
No one feels my pain right now
没有人知道我的痛苦
If I didn't have my team
如果没有我的团队
I would've blew out my fuckin' brains by now
我可能现在就把自己的头爆了
But I'm just hopin', yeah
不过我只是希望
But I'm just hopin'
只是希望
Yeah, I'm just hopin'
我也只能希望了
Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
上帝啊 我过去对你不忠
At times I've been ungrateful, God, and
那时候的我也并不知道感恩 上帝
At my lowest points
在我最低落的时候
I went as far sayin', "I hate you, God"
我甚至说出了“我恨你 上帝”
And nothin' is okay right now
现在一切都不再好了
No one feels my pain right now
没有人知道我的痛苦
If I didn't have my team
如果不是我的团队
I would've blew out my fuckin' brains by now
我可能现在就把自己的头爆了
But I'm just hopin', yeah
不过我只是希望
I'm just hopin'
我只是希望
I'm just hopin' someone cares
我只是希望有人能关心
Yeah, I'm just hopin' someone's there
我只是希望有人能陪伴
Yeah, I've been ungrateful, God
我曾不知感恩
Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
甚至失去了对你的信仰 上帝
Yeah, I'm a liar
我撒了不少慌
I'm a cheater
我是个骗子
I'm a sinner
我是个罪人
I'm on fire
我被地狱之火炙烤着
And I drink 'til my blood gets thinner
我喝酒喝到我的血液都被稀释了
I'm an—addict
我酒精成瘾
I'm a loser
我是个烂人
I'm a quitter
我放弃过
And I take what isn't mine, so how you figure
我甚至拿走了不属于我的东西 所以你觉得
Anyone would love me? I can't even love myself
有人会爱我吗？我自己都不爱自己
So many broken hearts
太多受伤的心
But I couldn't tell you one I've felt
但我对你说不出那究竟是什么感觉
I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是对于痛苦麻木了吧
And everytime someone gets close to my heart
每一次有人接近我的心
I just end up runnin' away (away, 'way, 'way)
最终我都逃掉了
I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是对于痛苦麻木了吧
I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是对于痛苦麻木了吧
'Cause I just end up runnin' away
因为最终我都会逃开
Yeah, I guess I'm just numb to the pain
我猜我大概是对于痛苦麻木了吧