I Do Not Want This

I'm losing ground
我正败退着
You know how this world can beat you down
你知道这个世界会如何击溃你
And I'm made of clay
我由黏土制成
I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way
恐怕只有我这么想

I'm always falling down the same hill, bamboo puncturing this skin
我总是由同一个山坡摔下，皮肤被竹尖刺破
And nothing comes bleeding out of me, just like a waterfall I'm drowning in
但我一滴血也没渗出，就像我快溺死其中的瀑布
Two feet below the surface, I can still make out your wavy face
表皮的两英寸下，我仍能认出你坑洼的面庞
And if I could just reach you, maybe I could leave this place
如果我能找到你，也许我会离开这里

I do not want this
我不想要这
I do not want this
我不想要这
I do not want this
我不想要这
I do not want this
我不想要这

Don't you tell me how I feel
别tm代表我的感受
Don't you tell me how I feel
我的感觉不用你来多嘴
Don't you tell me how I feel
别tm教我是什么感觉
You don't know just how I feel
你对我的感受一无所知

I stay inside my bed
我留在床上
I have lived so many lives all in my head
我已经在脑海里活过那么多辈子
And don't tell me that you care
别告诉我什么你在意
There really isn't anything, now, is there?
现在真的什么都没有了，是吗？

You would know, wouldn't you? You extend your hand to those who suffer
你会知道的，不是吗？你向受难者伸出援手
To those who know what it really feels like
向那些明白自己真正感受的人
To those who've had a taste like that means something
对那些品尝过好似有什么意义的人
And oh so sick I am and maybe I don't have a choice
哦，我是如此病态或许根本没有选择
And maybe that is all I have and maybe this is a cry for help
或许这就是我的全部又或许这是一次呼救的哭喊

I do not want this
我不想要这
I do not want this
我不想要这
I do not want this
我不想要这
I do not want this
我不想要这

And don't you tell me how I feel
别tm代表我的感受
Don't you tell me how I feel
我的感觉不用你来多嘴
Don't you tell me how I feel
别tm教我是什么感觉
You don't know just how I feel
你对我的感受一无所知

I want to know everything
我想要了解一切
I want to be everywhere
我企图无处不在
I want to **** everyone in the world
我想搞这世界所有人
I want to do something that matters
我想做点真正有意义的

I want to know everything
我想要了解一切
I want to be everywhere
我企图无处不在
I want to **** everyone in the world
我想搞这世界所有人
I want to do something that matters
我想做点真正有意义的