Beautiful Pain (Losin My Mind)

[Intro]
Murda Beatz制作
(This beat from Murda)
女孩 你让我失去了理智
[Chorus]
我想让你看到我在努力
Girl, you got me losin' my mind
自从你离开我的身旁 太阳不再照样升起
I just want you to see that I'm trying
不想输掉与时间赛跑的比赛
Ever since you left, the sun don't shine
被你的爱催眠 我看不见前方的道路
Don't want to lose you in this race against time
已经近似不能看到别人对我的提醒
Hypnotized by your love, I'm blind
没有你 我度日如年 生不如死
It's so hard to pay attention to the signs
破碎的心 让一成年人痛哭流涕 泪流成河
Without you, feel like slowly, I'm dying
就干坐在这儿回忆过去 现实狠狠的将我击伤
Broken hearts can make a grown man cry
希望我也能感受到你的痛苦 当那些抓马找上我时
[Verse 1]
感觉我再也配不上你 但我还是想让你与我一起前行
I was sittin' there just thinkin', then reality, it hit me
我们之间的纽带没人可以破坏 回忆我们曾经的爱意 我知道你想我了
Hope I feel your same pain when that bitch Karma come and me
让破碎的灵魂连接在一起 拥抱 亲吻 我感同身受
Feel like I don't deserve you no more, but I want you to be with me
现在你的肩膀如此冰冷 我的内心也空虚了起来
We done built a bond so strong, and from that love, I know you miss me
我被名利和女人所迷惑 他们让我忘记了我的初衷
Connected to your soul, I feel it when you hug and kiss me
独自一人在酒店宾馆里 想到我曾经与你是怎么欢愉的
Now your shoulder is so cold and lately, I been feelin' empty
大限快要到了 看着我们合影的照片 凡事都是这样
I got caught up in this fame and all these hoes, I let it tempt me
我被欲望所操控 不想与别人谈情说爱
In that hotel room alone, remember I would hold you gently
我实话实说 我们之间可以尝试一下 即使这有风险
Went on dates, we took some pictures, everything was movin' quickly
带着小情绪玩心理游戏 发我誓这段感情有点棘手
Manipulated, I ain't think a new relationship would fit me
女孩 你让我失去了理智
But I told you we can try it, even though I know it's risky
我想让你看到我在努力
Mind games with our emotions, swear this shit get kinda tricky
自从你离开我的身旁 太阳不再照样升起
[Chorus]
不想输掉与时间赛跑的比赛
Girl, you got me losin' my mind
被你的爱催眠 我看不见前方的道路
I just want you to see that I'm trying
已经近似不能看到别人对我的提醒
Ever since you left, the sun don't shine
没有你 我度日如年 生不如死
Don't want to lose you in this race against time
破碎的心 让一成年人痛哭流涕 泪流成河
Hypnotized by your love, I'm blind
让她待在家里 因为我不希望她被别人所伤害
It's so hard to pay attention to the signs
想想我当时是如何做到的 令人耐人寻味
Without you, feel like slowly, I'm dying
如此美丽 当我赞美她时 她的笑容简直美炸了
Broken hearts can make a grown man cry
如果美也是一种罪 那我希望上帝能够宽恕她
[Verse 2]
生了一儿子 我希望他能继承我的伟业
Keep her in 'cause I like how them joggers fit her
但我让你失望了 在街区上过着日夜颠倒的生活 总有人想要找事
Wonderin' how I'ma play it, it was hard to get her
试图逃避问题 但这又使我们的问题更大
So beautiful, I keep her smilin' when I compliment her
已经很难再爱上一个人了 愿我的情伤没有刻的如此之深
If bein' this bad is a sin, I hope that God forgive her
我希望你能原谅我 我希望你还记得曾经的一切
Just had a son, I'm tryna be the perfect father figure
当我看到你身边围绕着其他的男的 我心如刀割
I kept you worried, in them trenches tryna dodge the killers
没法再直视你的眼睛 因为罪恶占领了我的理智
Tryna escape from this commitment made our problems bigger
从那一刻到现在 我们之间的信任彻底崩塌
It's hard to love with dysfunction, wish my scars was thinner
女孩 你让我失去了理智
Tryna forgive me in your thoughts, I hope your heart remember
我想让你看到我在努力
Know it's gon' hurt to see another nigga bondin' with her
自从你离开我的身旁 太阳不再照样升起
Can't even look you in your eyes 'cause I'm burnin' up with guilt
不想输掉与时间赛跑的比赛
For that one moment, went to far, and now I ****ed up what we built
被你的爱催眠 我看不见前方的道路
[Chorus]
已经近似不能看到别人对我的提醒
Girl, you got me losin' my mind
没有你 我度日如年 生不如死
I just want you to see that I'm trying
破碎的心 让一成年人痛哭流涕 泪流成河（我也想你了）
Ever since you left, the sun don't shine
Don't want to lose you in this race against time
Hypnotized by your love, I'm blind
It's so hard to pay attention to the signs
Without you, feel like slowly, I'm dying
Broken hearts can make a grown man cry