Apologies in advance jealousy ensues but I choose to understand
忏悔先行 嫉妒随之而来 但我选择理解
慢酌缓思
I sip slow think slower.
人们总爱在刚认识你的时候就对你进行定义
Cause people love to judge, when they barely even know ya
重申一遍 慢酌缓思
I'mma say that again, I sip slow think slower.
因为人们总爱在刚认识你的时候给你下定论
Because people love to judge, even when they barely even know ya
7岁时我听过rock soldiers
When I was 7 used to rock soldiers
帅哥们有来自Nolia的父亲
Hotboys had it poppa from the Nolia
我需要这个地方角落里的一个小妞，就像堂兄在十岁的时候有一个朋友
I needa project chick from tha corner, cousin had a friend she was like 10
即使是那个时候 我仍然会在那个角落买下她的一夜
Even then I used to buy her blow pops from the corner
情人节贺卡，milk money放映到四分之一
Valintine cards, milk money by tha quarter
Fast forward, now it's dumb girls Henny by the 5th. 20 pump 6 condoms and recorders
尽管有些混蛋，但订了婚的现在我只关心要个女儿
****ing outta spite kinda sorta, got engaged now I'm thinkin bout a daughter
花了大量的时间即使我不能负担她，请让她伴着褐水降临
Spend a lotta time even tho I can't afford her, please keep it coming with the brown water
请回到那个我仍有HOV计划的过去，想要将地板换成小果汁的以前
Please (oooh) back when I had plans of being HOV , wanted floor change for the quarter-waters
当我对于这些事情还足够天真之时，我真想遵从我心中所想
When I was naive to these things, I really wanna follow what my heart shares
当你有钱的时候，钱财对你来说根本不算一回事
Money ain't a thing, till it's not there
在遇到你的女王之前那些小妞都不重要，在你遇到你的国王之前那些男孩也都是一样的不足道
And *****es ain't **** till you need a queen, and ****** all the same till you meet a king
当你财富散尽之时你知道你需要什么
You know whatchu need when you dead broke
当你看清那些梦想之时你清楚你需要什么
You know what you want when you see the dreams
我所想成为的只是最好的我
我所想成为的只是最好的我，最好的自己
All I wanna do is be the best me (x3)
潦倒的午夜来两杯酒，像drake的生活看齐
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly
我清晰的记着那些我曾经没日没夜说唱的日子
Scott说我曾经独自一人，但知道现在我仍之孑然一身
Upset drunk on a late night, 2 shots out from a drake life
不不不兄弟
***** I remember those days when I used to bump, Day 'N' Nite
我连社会援助都得不到
Scott said I was on my own, since then I been on my own
我的过往充斥着成堆的错误，而现在我只想坚持计划好的道路
Nah ***** (x2)
但生活有时候总不如我所愿
I ain't neva had a motha****in handout,
最近我还想咬舌自尽
a bunch of mistakes in my past now I'm tryna stick to a plan route
兄弟 我和自己作斗争已经很久很久了
But that's life my *****, sometimes **** just don't pan out
镜子，那墙上的镜子为什么看起来总是想要攻击我自己呢
Lately I've been tryna bite my tongue,
我会为了财富使用一下slack
dawg I've been in a fight so long, so long, so long, so long, so long. Wit Myself
但我真的太害怕去求助了
Mirror, mirror on the wall why is it always an act to attack on myself ?
仍旧是和过去藕断丝连
I could use a little slack, for the wealth
这种感觉太强烈了我再也不想多等待了
But I'm too afraid to ask for the help
但我知道一旦我坚持下来，我将知晓你的成长 远去和获得你的下一代
Still attached to the past,
坚持下去吧你知道其实你是坚强的，记着不要失去了你真正的自己 宝贝
and it's felt like way too strong I don't ever wanna wait too long
坚持下去吧即使前路未卜，爱永远不会坠落 宝贝
But I know if I hold on, know you've grown, go and getcho dough baby
杀死，杀死，杀死我自己听上去会起些作用
Hold on know you wrong, just don't lose your soul baby
我所想的只是成为最好的我
Hold on don't you know, love won't ever fall baby
我所想的只是成为最好的我，最好的自己
Killing my, killing my, killing myself bet I could use some sound maybe
踏入这混账地方，看看猫都把什么东西拽进来了
过去曾用我妈妈家的电话打给我的暗恋对象们
All I wanna do is be the best me (x3)
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly
我会变得有钱，让那些失去都重新被填补
在这个满是叛徒的城市我仍需坚守我的动力，药品贩子，嗜血杀手
Step up in this ***** like, (woo!) look at what the cat dragged in
保持传统，（两个选择）我要自己做主
Used to call my crushes on my mommas house phone,
英雄罗宾汉的传说，从来都没有属于黑人们的siri
13 and youngin thought I had it mapped back then
感谢上帝，使我想起了那些过往
I'mma be rich as ****, lemme bring tha racks back in
即使没有新的手机，我也能了解我的朋友们的动态
Had to keep me motivated in a city full of traitors, drug dealers, blood killers
你不是添加到生活的一部分，所以你做减法
Keep it old fashioned, (two choices) I'ma be my own captain
你不会再和我联系或者重新振作起来
Robert Frost Theory, ***** never had siri
别挂断电话，趁着还能抓住夜色的尾巴
Thank God for the vision, that was brought back then
多一日都不想停留了，即使疲惫到红了眼也得赶上安全的飞行
No new phone, I'm just done with all the acts my friend
20/20片面的视野让我感觉厌烦，但我的直觉让我感觉我像Draymond
You ain't adding to my life, then you subtractin
因为虚假而跌到的现象是常见的
You ain't gotta hit my jack or put the buzz back in
没有太多的耐心，但我想我思绪过于杂乱（一如既往地）
***** hold the phone, caught up in the late night
我想我是自卑的（一如既往地）
Can't stay for the day ma, had to catch a red eye have a safe flight
我想我需要的是突出的，良好的逻辑和常识
20/20 tunnel vision through the hate my, intuition got me feeling like Draymond
但这些因我而起
Circumstances I been trippin over fakeness
我所想的只是成为最好的我
No patience, but I think I think too much (still)
我所想的只是成为最好的自己，最好的我
I think I lack confidence (still)
I think I want prominence, dominance good logic & common sense
But that starts with me
All I wanna do is be the best me (x3)
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly
Best Me