as if

As if
The words that leave my mouth leave something
As if
The clouds poured rain,turned mountains to nothing
And maybe I
Can keep myself dry
As if it's fine
As if
The flowers bloom from where they used to rot
As if
Today was the best day to die
And maybe I
Can keep myself spry
As if it's fine
As if
My family's waves took my breath away
As if
Nothing happened,I counld've just stayed
And maybe I
Can stop myself from crying
As if it's fine
As if
The worries that leave my heart turn to nothing
As if
The friends I made along the way were something
And maybe I
Can give it a try
I guess it's fine