The Drug In Me Is You

I heard a knock upon my door the other day
几天前我听见有人敲门
I opened it to find death staring in my face
我打开门却发现死神正注视着我
The feel of mortal stalking still reverberates
致命围捕的感觉仍在心中激荡
Everywhere I go I drag this coffin just in case
无论去哪我都带着棺材以防万一
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My body's tremblin' sends shivers down my spine
我的身体在颤抖，我的脊椎在战栗
Adrenaline kicks and shifts into overdrive,
肾上腺素飙升
Your secrets keep you sick, your lies keep you alive
你的秘密让你憔悴，你的谎言使你得以生存
Snake eyes every single time you roll with crooked dice
每一次你掷出歪歪扭扭的骰子，就会看到蛇眼
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I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
我感觉到黑暗试图摧毁我
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house
那种常出现在百年老屋里的黑暗
I wrestled with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt
我和思绪搏斗，我与怀疑握手
Running from my past I'm praying feet don't fail me now!
从过去中逃离，我祈祷我的脚现在不要让我失望！
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I've lost my god damn mind,
我已经失去了该死的理智
It happens all the time,
这一直如此
I can't believe I'm actually
我不敢相信我其实
Meant to be here,
本该在这里
Trying to consume,
我试图耗尽生命
The drug in me is you
我体内的毒品是你
And I'm so high on misery
我是如此的痛苦
Can't you see!
你难道看不出吗！
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I got these questions always running through my head
这些问题常常萦绕在我脑海
So many things that I would like to understand
我想了解的事情太多了
If we are born to die and we all die to live
如果我们为死而生，为生存而死
Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts?
那么生活的意义又是什么，如果它自相矛盾的话？
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I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
我感受到黑暗试图摧毁我
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house
那种常出现在百年老屋里的黑暗
I wrestled with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt
我和思绪搏斗，我与怀疑握手
Running from my past I'm praying feet don't fail me now!
从过去中逃离，我祈祷我的脚现在不要让我失望！
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I've lost my god damn mind
我已经失去了该死的理智
It happens all the time
这一直如此
I can't believe I'm actually
我不敢相信我其实
Meant to be here
本该在这里
Trying to consume,
我试图耗尽生命
The drug in me is you
我体内的毒品是你
And I'm so high on misery
我是如此的痛苦
Can't you see!
你难道看不出吗！
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我已迷失了
I've lost
自我
Myself
你尝试着抓住我但你却无法帮助我
You tried to reach me but you just can't help me
再见
So long
再见
Goodbye
你尝试着拯救我，但这次没有用！
You tried to save me, it won't work this time!
因为现在
Cause now
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我已经失去了该死的理智
I've lost my f*cking mind
这里没有该死的时间
And there's no f*cking time
我不敢相信我其实
I can't believe I'm actually
本该在这里
Meant to be here
我试图耗尽生命
Trying to consume,
我体内的毒品是你
The drug in me is you
我是如此的痛苦
And I'm so high on misery
你难道看不出吗！
Can't you see!
噢，你难道看不出吗！
Oh, can't you see!
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你难道看不出吗！
Can't you see!