Dancing With Demons

I'm out here searching for a person with a meaning
我在这里寻找着一个有意义的人
I got a feeling I don't wanna find the truth
我有一种预感，我不想找出真相
Don't wanna waste it, wanna taste it when I'm sleeping
不想浪费掉，我想在我入睡时慢慢品味它
But I see the devil's work in everything I do
但我看见，我所做的一切都是魔鬼的杰作
And there's so much left for me to prove
我还有很多需要去证明的东西
But there's so much left for me to lose
但我也还有很多将要失去的东西
And I beat myself up black and blue
我将自己弄得遍体鳞伤
What have I become, what am I to do?
我变成什么样了？我该如何是好？
Can you tell that I'm dead inside?
你能告诉我，我的内心死掉了吗？
If you only knew
呵呵，如果你知道的话
And I can't find my way back to you
我找不到回去你身边的路了
No, I can't find my way back to you
不！我真的找不到回去你身边的路了
If you only knew
如果你知道的话
I'm up here cursing out the man that's in the mirror
我在这里诅咒着镜子里的那个男人
I try to shake him but he follows every move
我试着摇晃他，但他也学着我的一举一动
I'm going crazy fighting battles with a shadow
我要和一个影子疯狂的大战三天三夜
Dance with the demons 'cause they play my favorite tune
我要和魔鬼一起蹦迪，因为他们演奏着我最爱的音乐
And there's so much left for me to prove
我还有很多需要去证明的东西
But there's so much left for me to lose
但我也还有很多将要失去的东西
I fall further now with every bruise
我现在越跌越深，跌得处处瘀伤
What have I become, what am I to do?
我变成什么样了？我该如何是好？
And I can't find my way back to you
我找不到回去你身边的路了
No, I can't find my way back to you
不！我真的找不到回去你身边的路了
If you only knew what I have inside
如果你知道，我的内心有着什么
What I've turned into, couldn't see the signs
我要变成什么了，我却看不到任何的征兆
Now I can't find my way back to you
现在我找不到回去你身边的路了
If you only knew
如果你知道的话
Back to you
回去你身边的路
And I can't find my way back to you
我找不到回去你身边的路了
No, I can't find my way back to you
不！我真的找不到回去你身边的路了
If you only knew what I have inside
如果你知道，我的内心有着什么
What I've turned into, couldn't see the signs
我要变成什么了，我却看不到任何的征兆
Now I can't find my way back to you
现在我找不到回去你身边的路了
If you only knew
如果你知道的话