Unwary

I’m running a race
I’m finding myself almost everyday
Smoke away the pain
Recover again from what still remains
A kamikaze
No I ain’t been the same since you crashed in me
Back then I wasn’t ready for that
I left you behind
But leaving you be has left me to find my own peace of mind
Just being with you had left me so blind
Like a 9 to 5
I was working to get you to see me
Release me
But I’m not ready
I been living this way just to get a reaction out of you
And I been running the wrong way so that I won’t see you through
And I been fighting a war babe I’m not ready for the truth
Because I know that the truth hurts and I ain't packing
I ain’t really ready for that
I ain’t packin
I been stacking
I been waiting
Contemplating
On you baby
I’m not crazy
I can’t take it
You amazing
My heart breaking
Now you caught me lacking there’s room for attack and
I ain’t really ready for that
I ain't really ready for that
I ain't really ready for that
Yeah
Yeah
I
I been living this way just to get a reaction out of you
And I been running the wrong way so that I won’t see you through
And I been fighting a war babe I’m not ready for the truth
Because I know that the truth hurts and I ain't packing
I ain’t really ready for that