Imaginary Illness

You can't see my scars
你从未亲眼见到我的瘢痛
It's hard to read my thoughts
难以解透我的心思
I'm feeling
总觉得
Guess they're not real then
一切似幻不真
You believe in God
你信仰上帝
But even God
但上帝甚至
Doesn't show his face
都从未露面
When u need to talk
你急需向人倾诉
I'm still sick
但我依旧颓溃苍郁
Imaginary illness
或许是在自作惊吓
I met the devil in my dreams
梦中与恶魔交面
He said my dreams are what I never will achieve
被他数落道 我的梦想都是异想天开
He said I'm never getting better
至生不变 淡然一生
And I need to stop using words together like mental and disease
我不该再消极下去
That when hell will ****ing freeze
踏陷暗狱 令人心寒
I'm a basket case
我便成了行尸走肉
Maybe I should lock my stupid a*s away
本该洗心革面
Feeling like I'm half-awake from all these pills I have to take
被迫服药后 自己半昏不醒
No one even asks or ****ing wonders if I am ok
但也无人过问
I'm locked inside my head and I just can't escape
欲闭锁心思 却难以掩守
You can't see my scars
你从未亲眼见到我的瘢痛
It's hard to read my thoughts
难以解透我的心思
I'm feeling
总觉得
Guess they're not real then
一切似幻不真
You believe in God
你信仰上帝
But even God
但上帝甚至
Doesn't show his face
都从未露面
When u need to talk
你急需向人倾诉
I'm still sick
但我依旧颓溃苍郁
Imaginary illness
或许是在自作惊吓
I hate parties
不想去凑热闹
I hate people
不愿与人相处
I hate the kinda friend that only calls u when they need u
讨厌那种逢迎不定的朋友
I ****ing hate my bed but never leave it
讨厌所处之地 却无可择选
Like a girl does when she's beaten
我会像身遭不测的女孩一样
Start to love the pain I'm feeling
试着接受当下的苦痛 麻木自己
Feeling numb is not me healing
而并不能因此有丝毫回愈
Someone give me something to live for
谁能将我救赎
I can't wake up to no one then expect me to feel more
仍旧不愿自投罗网
I used to dream of seeing my face up on the billboards
曾经还渴求名留歌榜
Now all I want is u to ****ing see what ill for
如今只求看清当下
It's all in your head
这一切让你全然错纠
You're always upset
你总是苦闷不乐
You call it disease
难道如你所说 这真是病
I call it depressed
我觉得只是太过压抑了
It's all in your head
这一切将你死死缠住
You're always upset
你总是苦闷不乐
You call it disease
难道如你所说 这真是病
I call it depressed
我觉得只是太过压抑了
It's all in your head
这一切让你全然错纠
You're always upset
你总是苦闷不乐
You call it disease
难道如你所说 这真是病
I call it depressed
我觉得只是太过压抑了
It's all in your head
这一切让你全然错纠
It's all in your head
这一切将你死死缠住
It's all in your head
这一切让你全然错纠
You can't see my scars
你从未亲眼见到我的瘢痛
It's hard to read my thoughts
难以解透我的心思
I'm feeling
总觉得
Guess they're not real then
一切似幻不真
You believe in God
你信仰上帝
But even God
但上帝甚至
Doesn't show his face
都从未露面
When u need to talk
你急需向人倾诉
I'm still sick
但我依旧颓溃苍郁
Imaginary illness
或许是在自作惊吓