I know you so well, so well
我是那么的了解你
I've been trapped in my mind girl
一直拘泥于我自己的思绪中
Just holding on
先缓缓吧
I don't wanna pretend we're something
不想假装我们很熟
We're nothing
多希望我和你已分道扬镳
I've been stuck thinking about her
我曾脑海里都是她
I can't hold on
控制不住
I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
我沉浸在痛苦里，想朝我的脑袋射十枪
I've been tripping about some things, can't change
我一直被痛苦束缚，毋庸置疑
Suicidal, same time I'm tame, picture this, in bed
自杀，已经身心俱疲，想象一下，在床上
Get a phone call
接到电话
Girl that you ****ed with killed herself
和你要好的女孩结束了自己
That was this summer and nobody helped
那是一个无助的夏天
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
从那以后，我开始憎恨自己
Wanna ****in' end it
就像一个悲观主义者
Pessimistic
想一刀两断地结束
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
都想看我走投无路
But *****s been excited about the grave I'm digging
都乐意看我挖自己的坟墓
Having conversations about my haste decisions
谈论我的仓促的决定
****in' sickenin'
真是受够了
At the same time
同时
Memories surface through the grapevine
记忆在这些小道消息中浮出水面
'Bout my uncle playing with a slip knot
我的叔叔也离世了
Post-traumatic stress got me ****ed up
创伤后的压力使我情绪偏激
Been ****ed up since the couple months
这几个月也混乱不堪
They had a ***** locked up
把我锁在牢房
I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just to hold on
一直与痛苦为伴，让我静会
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
感觉不像以前，已经麻木
I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just to hold on
一直与痛苦为伴，让我静会
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
感觉不像以前，已经麻木
I know you so well, so well
我是那么的了解你
I've been trapped in my mind girl
一直拘泥于我自己的思绪中
Just holding on
先缓缓
I don't wanna pretend we're something
不想假装我们很熟
We're nothing
多希望我和你已分道扬镳
I've been stuck thinking about her
我曾脑海里都是她
I can't hold on
不能自已
I've been pretty
我曾是那么的
Jocelyn Flores - cover