a lost promise

Is anyone out there?
外面可还有其他人
I promised if I made it out
我曾承诺 这次我若能成功
I’d find love again
我必定能再次寻得我命中所爱
I won’t forget the life we’ve lived
但我也不会忘记我们相依为命的生活
We’ll never get back the time spent
虽然我们再无可能回到以前
I won’t pretend I’ll find love again
我不会假装已寻得真爱以此敷衍你
I faked a smile and found the end
但也难免落寞 以假装从容微笑结束你我

我不过厌倦你的种种猜忌
I’m tired of all the doubt
与不经磨砺的虚伪诺言
The broken promises
不知道我如今的坚决能否让她自豪
Don't know if I’ll ever make her proud
对于我乱成一团的生活我很抱歉
I’m sorry my life’s a mess
我正在努力取得成功
I’m trying to make it out
但是成功往往伴随着艰难险阻
But something pulls me in
我从不知道如何追求自我
I never know how to find myself
很抱歉我无法一错再错
I’m sorry I can't commit
我已无法再信任任何人

都是因为我曾经的遭遇吗
I won't trust ever again
但我想知道为何我们的爱会分崩离析
Was I the cause of this?
我想找出其中原因所在
I want to know what I did to ruin this
只需告诉我长久以来的谎言是否会结束
I’d love to find the reason I exist
我不过厌倦你的种种猜忌
Just tell me if the lies will end
与不经磨砺的虚伪诺言
I’m tired of all the doubt
不知道我如今的坚决能否让她自豪
The broken promises
对于我乱成一团的生活我很抱歉
Don't know if I’ll ever make her proud
我正在努力取得成功
I’m sorry my life’s a mess
但是成功往往伴随着艰难险阻

我从不知道如何追求自我
I’m trying to make it out
很抱歉我无法一错再错
But something pulls me in
我已无法再信任任何人
I never know how to find myself
都是因为我曾经的遭遇吗
I’m sorry I can't commit
I won't trust ever again
Was I the cause of this?