Prod. by Trunxks
录音：Ocean Studio/Home
混音：TU JZ
失衡
在她的世界我像一个可有可无的存在
她尚未回复的消息屡次剥削着我的等待
我总在过分依靠直觉直到它变成错觉
丧失了话题的交流使好感不断破灭
我不可能用一把乐器演奏一首交响乐
更没有能力让一厢情愿成为两情相悦
每一次与你见面注定了再一次告别
午夜的来临此刻也不过像一场浩劫
倘若想做个了结
对我坦白又如何
追求与你在一起的那刻我已经输了
她越是欲盖弥彰
我就越想要了解
可她的朋友圈设置了我无法攻克的权限 aha
Just after the novelty is all boring and perfunctory
I admit that you 've brought me joy
( You 've brought me joy)
but now you are killing me inside
I’m afraid of not having your messages after waking up
You’re not invited to come in my world and fell into the crowd
I’m afraid of no your phone calling eternity
（I’m afraid ）
You have never ever loved me didn’t you
(You have never ever loved me)
How could you do this to me
我做了我能做的一切只为能让你满意
而你说我们之间只是普通朋友的关系
保存过社交动态你发表的每一张照片
成天为一些没理由的问题连连道歉
而星座不合的我们本就不可能相互“依存”
也怪我从一开始就没有对结果“存疑”
频繁地找你我们能交流的却越来越少
就这样煎熬着对待那些产生分歧的问题
我只是再也没有和周围的朋友像曾经一样提及你
也终于是等到你相册里的他把我取缔
直到被失衡吞噬了 我才明白了它的意义
是我明知自己恨你 可心里却还放不下你
抱歉......
Just after the novelty is all boring and perfunctory
I admit that you 've brought me joy
( You 've brought me joy)
but now you are killing me inside
I’m afraid of not having your messages after waking up
You’re not invited to come in my world and fell into the crowd
I’m afraid of no your phone calling eternity
（I’m afraid ）
You have never ever loved me didn’t you
(You have never ever loved me)
How could you do this to me
祝你幸福，考一所好大学，遇上对的人.
感谢聆听.——K.O.K 2021.8.28 23:54
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