Thirty One

I got some skeletons in my closet
Come to think, I keep a couple in my pocket
The good Lord knows how I try to stop it
But temptation's on my screen and I love to watch it
What would happen if I went beyond this?
Play the victim, preaching that I got this
I'm at the bottom wondering where the top is
It's getting even harder just to keep a promise
I could list all the things that I'm fantasizing
Cut all the ********, go to pantomiming
May not be the one you should be antagonizing
But a sucker for some thirst trap advertising
I'm so embarrassed that it's paralyzing
Someone once said it's anti-canonizing
I hope you know, with you, I'm only fraternizing
Cuz the guilt I have inside's ******* agonizing
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Got skeletons I could show you
Wouldn't feel the same if I only told you
Keep a loaded gun all up in my holster
But it shoots out fast like a roller coaster
Kinda said something I wasn't supposed to
Awkward moment, sipping on my Foldgers
Blame it on the devil sitting on my shoulder
And anything he says goes, til it's over
Kinda sounds like Mookie, if you paid attention
Hopefully the **** I say you won't find offensive
I'm a bad ************ like I made detention
Why the sudden need for comfort, when I'm straight aggressive?
I could try to go for help, but it's so expensive
I'll probably go to hell if I don't repent this
By the way, I cheated on you. Had to mention