Heavy s**t

I got this window in my house
我家里有扇窗户
Knows me better than I know myself
比我更了解我
Could probably charge me a 50 an hour
我向它泄愤的时候
For all the heavy **** I pour out
它可能会收费50美元一小时
I get these voices in my brain
我的脑海中回响着这些声音
Feels like I'm part of a new strain
好像我是新物种的一部分
I get disturbed and it's stupid and useless
我心绪被扰乱并且变得愚蠢无用
You get the heavy **** I pour out
我倒的苦水你都能接住
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
所以我来这 试着找出是哪里出了问题
Feel like a ghost in my own damn home
让我变成一具活生生的尸体
Starting to wonder how I got so numb
我想知道面对消极情绪时的我
To this heavy **** I pour out
是怎样的自甘堕落
Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
独自和镜子里的酒瓶推杯换盏
Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
活得像是一具丢了魂的丧尸
Can someone tell me how I got so numb
谁能点醒我 让我看清在巨大的压力面前
To this heavy **** I pour out?
我是怎样的束手就擒
They tell me, Well, this is all part of life, you see
别人告诉我：你看到的不过是生活的一部分
But the world keeps circling 'round me
但是世界一直围着我转
Can't seem to stop being so hard on myself
感觉自己要承受的困难无穷无尽
'Cause all this **** I pour out
因为我都已经歇斯底里
Still haven't found what I'm looking for, nah
还是没找到我想要的东西 天啊
All of these people keep closing doors, it's all me
大家都把大门紧锁 都是因为我
Can't keep holding all this **** to yourself
他们告诉我不能一直自己忍受着
Go find a way to let it pour out
应该去找个方式好好发泄
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
所以我来了 试着找出是哪里出了问题
Feel like a ghost in my own damn home
我就像个幽灵在那该死的家里游荡
Starting to wonder how I got so numb
开始苏醒 想知道面对内心的呼救时
To this heavy **** I pour out
我是怎样的麻木不仁
Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
独自和镜子里的酒瓶推杯换盏
Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
活得像一具丢了魂的空壳
Can someone tell me how I got so numb
谁能描述给我 我面对内心的求救时
To this heavy **** I pour out?
那副事不关己的样子
So here I am, so here I am
我人虽在此 我人虽在此
Like a ghost in my own home again
也和那个丢了魂的丧失如出一辙
Mh, with this heavy **** I pour out
Mh，我带着糟糕情绪来了
So come on, let it pour, baby, let it pour
来吧宝贝 听我倾诉 给我希望
(All the heavy **** I pour out)
所有的绝望我都在这诉说
(Let it pour out, all the heavy **** I pour out)
让我讲出来 让我在沼泽中自救
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
所以我来了 试着找出是哪里出了问题
Feel like a ghost in my own damn home
让我活得像一具丧尸
Starting to wonder how I got so numb
开始苏醒 想知道面对内心的痛苦时
To this heavy **** I pour out?
我是怎样的麻木不仁？
Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
独自和镜子里的酒瓶推杯换盏
Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
好像灵魂迷失在这该死的空壳里了
Can someone tell me how I got so numb
谁能来点醒我 在面对自己的浑浑噩噩
To this heavy **** I pour out?
我是怎样听之任之的
(**** I pour out)
要把所有的懦弱都倒掉
So here I am, so here I am, so here I am
所以我来了 我在这 我就在这
Someone tell me how I got so numb
渴望谁来点醒我 面对自己的堕落沉沦时
To this heavy **** I pour out
我是怎样无动于衷的
So here I am, so here I am, so here I am
所以我来了 我在这 我就在这
Someone tell me how I got so numb
渴望谁来描述给我 在面对自己的浑浑噩噩时
To this heavy **** I pour out
我是怎样自暴自弃的