编曲：PUNISHME@BECU BEATZ
录音：酒窝姐@重庆小酒窝录音棚
混音：PUNISHME
SP: 北京星悦大观文化传媒有限公司
Maybe they care, maybe they know
也许他们在意吧，也许他们知道吧
But no one truly understands the way I feel
但没人真正懂得我内心的感受
I wanna be heard, I wanna be known
我想被更多的人听见，了解
My music’s only getting replayed by myself
但不过是我一个人在循环自己的歌罢了
Staring at the numbers fluctuate every day
看着播放量数据忽上忽下
Mood’s on a rollercoaster they think I’m insane
我的情绪也像过山车一样
Why do they all stop talking when I come around?
为何我一来他们就停止讨论了？
Are they laughing when I fall to the ground?
我跌倒时他们在笑话我吗？
I tell myself to hide
我让我自己把阴暗面藏起来
Put my shadow in a jar, bury deep as I can
封存到罐子里，深埋土里
And I tell myself to smile
每当他们攻击我时
Every time they bring me down, maybe then I can fit in
我都强迫自己笑，也许这样我就能融入他们了
Sometimes my thoughts would race
我状态好时灵感迸发
Feel like I’m glamorous and full of grace
觉得自己光芒四射又不失优雅
But other times my mind would freeze
我低落时思维就会被冻住
I must be ugly and disgusting to you
对你来说我一定又丑又恶心吧
Save me, Save me from sinking into the sea
我需要救赎，别让我沉入深海
Will ya? Will you be there for me too? Whoo… you too
你会来吗？你会为我留下吗？你会吗？
Tell me you’ll be there for me too
你留下好吗？
I’m too sensitive, I’m too paranoid
我太过敏感，太过多疑
I get high and get low too often in a row
我的情绪极端变化得太快
Is it only me, do you feel the heat?
我是否孑然一身？你是否感同身受？
Am I the only one burning in the empty city?
我会不会在这座空城孤身被烧成灰烬？
I’ve been losing little weight lately every day
最近我瘦了很多
‘Cause I couldn’t write a song that hits the public
因为我写不出一首被人们认可的歌
Mama’s sick she’s waiting for you to come home
妈妈卧病在床，等着我回家
Brother’s out of school ‘cause he has been starving
弟弟因为一直挨饿，开始逃课
I tell myself to quit
我让我自己放弃
Stop making shit that no one in this real world listens to
别再写一些没人听的东西
Get yourself another job
换一份工作吧
Time to pay back all your debts
是时候担起重任了，我不是小孩了
‘cause you are not a kid anymore
也许这样我就能融入了
Sometimes my thoughts would race
我状态好时灵感迸发
Feel like I’m glamorous and full of grace
觉得自己光芒四射又不失优雅
But other times my mind would freeze
我低落时思维就会被冻住
I must be ugly and disgusting to you
对你来说我一定又丑又恶心吧
Save me from sinking into the sea
我需要救赎，别让我沉入深海
Will ya? Will you be there for me too?
你会来吗？你会为我留下吗？
Tell me, tell me you’ll be there for me too
你会吗？你留下好吗？
Ahh Tell me you’ll be there for me too
你能否为我留下？
Tell me you will be there for me too
你能否给我一丝温暖？
save me