mess

I'm gonna drown myself this summer
It'll be fun when they find out
At least I know if I die then I won't ever need your help
Why do you hate me? I can't tell
I'll see you in hell
I'll figure it out, I'll figure it out
I'll figure it out
And I'm not sure about some people that I keep for myself
And I'm repetitive my patterns always repeat themselves
But I still find myself surprised when someone figures me out
I'm at the bottom, they don't know it, I can't say I need help
Why do you hate me? I can't tell
I'll see you in hell (Yeah)
I'll figure it out, I'll figure it out
I'll figure it out
When I get sad, way too sad
I wish that I could leave sh*t in the past
When I get mad, it's too mad
This sh*t so easy, it make me depressed
I can't believe that I felt like the best
I just found out that I'm just like the rest
You say you love me, I gave you a text
B*tch, you can't love me because I'm a mess
Because I'm a mess
'Cause I'm a mess
Because I'm a mess, because I'm a mess
Because I'm a me-