Self Harm

Self harm is not the way to go
自我伤害绝非妥当出路
It's just a way to cope lately
只是抗衡失望的下策
Self harm by the pound
自我摧残后患无穷
Every mile stretch further than I thought
每一步都愈加拖沓
These thoughts working on me tough
这晦暗的念头伤我至深
I'm managing the cost, what it cost to go there?
我竭力对抗 要如何才能彻底解脱？
I'm left lost, left last to figure out what I saw
我迷失在此 试图搞清状况
See me December with my flaws laid out
十二月 你已窥见我劣迹斑斑
Gotta chant, cause most of my memories in a vault
只得诵念祷文 以追溯往昔记忆
Searching for some peace, I held it all along
寻求安宁 它实则一直在我内心
All this weakness cannot measure, I'm at fault
我曾误以为缺点可以丈量
Hairdresser dawn with feathers of a harp
人面鸟身女妖的羽毛被梳理着
My pops thinking of me, trust I felt him on the wall
隐隐中我感受到父亲的在天之灵
These issues just reflect what I was taught
遭遇的难题影射儿时所学
Toilet tissue, wipe my eyes, I wipe my nose, don't let me fall
“擦干眼泪和鼻涕 别摔跤”
When I fell I should've known I knew it was in time
又一次陷入窘境 我应明白这迟早会降临
Can only call my momma
只能给妈妈打电话了
I should've hit the dro', the only way I face these problems
药物麻痹我对烦恼的知觉
Through the haze of smoke lately, just being honest
我承认近来沉湎于吞云吐雾
That's why I cry in front my lady, blazing like a comet
我嗑嗨了 这便是我在挚爱面前大哭的原由
Fear in loathing at its source I couldn't even promise
惟恐我无法履行承诺
Breaking em, just hurt to know I flourish, treat me kindly
你见不得我好 请对我宽容以待
I deserve to be at peace, the decency remind me
我心安理得享受这份清净
At my core I'm just the same little boy touring
和同伴们共处时仍童心未泯
Angels rejoice when Sage reach the point on this timeline when grace is anointed
待某日水到渠成 天神会为我喝彩
Time flying by, they greet me with appointments
光阴流转 我使命加身
Disappointment, no façade to what the point is
失望伴随 头绪全无
I was busy being poignant
我也时常刻薄待人
Self harm is not the way to go
自我伤害绝非妥当出路
Just a way to cope lately
只是抗衡失望的下策
Let me know
让我明白
Self harm is not the way to go
自我伤害绝非妥当出路
Just a way to cope lately
只是抗衡失望的下策
Such a shame, yeah
多么耻辱
Self harm is not the way to go
自我伤害绝非妥当出路
Just a way to cope lately
只是抗衡失望的下策
Sometimes, sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to call home
有时 我感觉无家可依
Sometimes I feel like there's nowhere to call home
有时 我感觉无家可依
My own home got ghosts that I brought in here, get 'em out
房子里裹挟着我的心魔 快赶它们出去
My own home got ghosts that I brought in here, get 'em out
房子里裹挟着我的心魔 快赶他们出去
My own home
我的家..
(Where you going? Home)
(”你去哪?“ "回家”）