Where to Hide

I've got holes in both my feet
双脚磨损 步履蹒跚
And empty shotgun shells beneath
枪穷弹尽 空壳散地
I've been shooting up a storm
我已掀起一阵风暴
Intentionally trying to eliminate
刻意希图
What stands beneath me standing and the floor
将下方的一切连根拔起
This bed on two by fours
狭窄的咫尺床笫之上
Where I hide my defeated side
我将我的失意之面隐藏
Just held together barely getting by
勉强得以度日
Beneath my weight
生命重压之下
Decisions that I’ve made
已做的决定
I habitually cycle through
习惯性地循环
And loop them on repeat
又周而复始
In the worst way
惨烈之至
In my worst way
令人发指

赤手掘着坟墓
Been digging graves with my bare hands
如此徒劳无功
So inefficiently
永远不解怎样才是正确的做法
And the right ways I’ll just never understand
锁我以门 吞我以钥
Lock me indoors, swallow my key
看看我是否能绝处逢生
Let’s see if I can claw my way through walls
或仅是醉生梦死
Or get some ******* sleep
心心念念 思着人生遗缺
And dream of missing out
又一次正中双脚开枪的契机
The chance to shoot myself right in the foot again
诡秘安详的最初几小时内
Within the first few hours
我被告知我应当需要两样东西
Of quiet and peace, two things I’m told that I should need
但那两个极端对立的需求
But my requirements for those two polar opposites
不过是两种需要填补的欲望 罢了
Are two hungry mouths to feed