Was the one who wanted no strings
明明是我曾经渴求无拘无束
Now I'm tying us together
但现在却也是我想用绳索将我们紧紧捆住
Tell myself I wouldn't feel things
提醒自己我保持冷漠 我不该被你迷住
If I labeled us whatever
忍不住想我们现在还只是朋友吗 管他呢
But the way you put your clothes on
看着你把衣服穿上
While you dancing in the mirror
你高挑地身姿在镜子里舞动
Got me thinking it's been so long
我猛然意识到自从我昏沉颓靡
Since I felt so ****ing unwell
已经过去了许久
I've been losing sleep, I can't eat
我一直夜不能寐 食不安寝
I'm so weak, ooh-oh (Ooh-oh)
我无力挣脱 ooh-oh
I wasn't looking for this
我不曾刻意寻找解脱
Now I don't want this to end
但我现在恳求这一切永远不要停止
Lying on the kitchen floor
我的背脊感受着厨房冰冷的地板
Feeling all the side effects
天旋地转 你的副作用从四面八方向我汹涌而来
I had it all together
我一度接近将自己慢慢拼凑完整
Now you make me such a wreck
你轻而易举地翻过拼图 我又再次支离破碎
Lying on the kitchen floor
我僵硬地躺在厨房的地板上
Feeling all the side effects
任由药片的副作用把我吞噬殆尽
You're the kind of medication
你就像那些毫无帮助的药片
Like it's taken off the shelf
像是被人拿下货架随意地塞在我的手里
Giving me these complications
而现在带给我了各种并发症
You turn me into someone else
让我迷失了自己 好似一具骨架
Now I'm losing sleep, I can't eat
现在我辗转难眠 寝食难安
I'm so weak, ooh-oh (Ooh-oh)
我奄奄一息 无力抵抗 ooh-oh
I wasn't looking for this
我从来没有让你来过
Now I don't want this to end
但我现在拉紧你的手不会让你离开
Lying on the kitchen floor
我的背脊感受着厨房冰冷的地板
Feeling all the side effects
天旋地转 你的副作用从四面八方向我汹涌而来
I had it all together
我一度接近将自己慢慢拼凑完整
Now you make me such a wreck
你轻而易举地翻过拼图 我又再次支离破碎
Lying on the kitchen floor
我躺在厨房的地面上
Feeling all the side effects
任由你的副作用向我袭来
Oh, I'm feeling all the side effects
oh,我的脑海正在被你霸占
And it makes me sick and I try to quit
这让我厌恶自己 我也想要举手投降
But I get so high, I get so high
但是我已经为你着魔 欲罢不能
Oh, I'm feeling all the side effects
oh,你的背影像黎明像星空笼罩着我
And it makes me sick and I try to quit
这让我厌恶自己 也想要全身而退
But I get so high, I get so high
但是我已经被念下了咒语 欲拒还迎
I don't want nobody else
我再也不想要这世界的其他任何人
It makes me sick
尽管这个念头让我厌恶
I don't wanna ask for help
我不想竭力嘶吼 寻求帮助
I try to quit
我只想退出这盘游戏
But now I'm losing sleep, I can't eat
我一直夜不能寐 食不安寝
I'm so weak, ooh-oh (Ooh-oh)
我无力挣脱 ooh-oh
I wasn't looking for this
我从来没有让你来过
Now I don't want this to end
但我现在恳求这一切永远不要停止
Lying on the kitchen floor
我的背脊紧贴着厨房冰冷的地板
Feeling all the side effects
天旋地转 你的副作用从四面八方向我汹涌而来
I had it all together (Ooh)
我一度接近将自己慢慢拼凑完整 (ooh)
Now you make me such a wreck (Ooh)
你轻而易举地翻过拼图 我又再次支离破碎
Lying on the kitchen floor
我躺在厨房的地面上
Feeling all the side effects
我的脑海正在被你霸占
Oh, I'm feeling all the side effects
oh,我任由你的副作用向我袭来
And it makes me sick and I try to quit
让我厌恶自己 也想要举手投降
But I get so high (But I get so high), I get so high
但是我已经为你着魔 欲罢不能
Oh, I'm feeling all the side effects
oh,你的背影像黎明像星空笼罩着我
And it makes me sick and I try to quit
尽管这个念头让我厌恶
But I get so high, I get so high
但是我欲拒还迎 无怨无悔