The last time you heard from me is when we were arguing
I hate that when you think of me
You think of all the times that I let you down
And I know I've been a bastard
But I can't fix it now
I'm far down the line
Looking at my home screen
Thinking what's wrong with me
Seeing everybody tweet and I'm just getting angrier
Spiraling down and I know I have it well on my side of town
But it's hard not to cry when I think of you and think of me
And thinking of the things that we did to past the time
And know that we won't ever spend it like that in a while
Crazy thought, yeah
I also think it's wild
I just wanna smile like this
Crazy thought, but I am pissed
Pent up anger I held in and let out the wrong way
I'm big mouth, I can't help it
I'm selfish and I don't give a f*ck