Hiding Place

Staring at the candle light，
Here in my dark hiding place，
No one knows the real me，
No more feigned smile，
How should I live?
Should I become the one that you want me to be?
Oh my twisted, chained up heart is giving a cry，
What am I living for?
I don't know...If I can find out why,
I'll be relieved，
I want proof that I'm alive，
Proof that makes it all clear，
Washed away by reality，
Let it take me to drown the pain，
My anger has lost it's way，
Now it hurts those I love，
How long's it been，
Since I lost sight of，what's a lie and what's the truth?
Pretty things like dreams and hope I now refuse，
What am I living for?
I don't know...If I can find out why, I'll be relieved，
I want proof that I'm alive，
Proof that makes it all clear，
My thoughts are set on repeat，
Can I get out of this hiding place?
What's the reason I can't move?
Maybe I'm still afraid...What am I living for?
I don't know...If I can find out why, I'll be relieved，
I want proof that I'm alive，
Proof that makes it all clear，
What am I living for?
I don't know...