ICU

Laying down on the lawn
躺在草坪之上
I'm tired of trying to get in the house
厌倦了总是在尝试进入那一方境地
I'm thinking out loud
想法在大声宣泄
I've been playing dead
这一生时光
My whole life
我都靠装死捱过去了
And I get this feeling whenever I feel good
每当我感觉稍好 就会有直觉把我提醒
It'll be the last time
这一次就是诀别时刻
But I feel something when I see you now
看见你 我的内心涌起波浪
I feel something when I see you
看见你 我的心就百感交集

If you're a work of art
若你是一件艺术品
I'm standing too close
那么我就不该靠近你亵玩
I can see the brush strokes
画笔将你描绘而出
I hate your mom
我讨厌你的妈妈
I hate it when she opens her mouth
每当她张嘴说话
It's amazing to me how much you can say
我却惊讶 你对我竟可以无话不说
When you don't know what you're talking about
即使你根本不知道你在说些什么
But I feel something when I see you now
看见你 我的内心涌起波浪
I feel something when I see you
看见你 我的心就百感交集
I used to light you up
过去常常是我来将你照亮
Now I can't even get you to play the drums
现在我都不敢再叫你为我打鼓伴奏 <Phoebe的前男友Marshall Vore是一位鼓手 曾在首专歌曲Scott Street中为她伴奏>
'Cause I don't know what I want
因为那时我还不知道我想要的究竟是什么
Until I fxck it up
直到我把一切都搞砸

But I feel something when I see you now
看见你 我的内心就涌起波浪
I feel something
我的心就百感交集
I'll climb through the window again
我还会越过那窗户
But right now it feels good not to stand
但现在不用再忍受你的感觉如此美妙
Then I'll leave it wide open
让窗户大开
Let the dystopian morning light pour in
任那反乌托邦的晨曦溜入