About You

My chest was pounding
My lips were tired, I couldn't speak
I thought I was dying
You wouldn't know cause you left me
You had a mid-life crisis at 27 years old
While I was sacrificing everything so you could grow
So I called my mom and i lay
She swore I was on drugs
I tried to call my daddy, wasn't awake
You see the truth was
It's not even about you
It's not even about you
Maybe I had this coming
I cling to people i know i shouldn't trust
Im just trying to save them, saving me
Im confused and [?] with love
Im in this new apartment
I can't breath 'cause Im alone
Im crying in a bed a little wasted
But Im not drunk enough to let you go
So I called my mom and i lay
She swore I was on drugs
I tried to call my daddy, wasn't awake
You see the truth was
It's not even about you
It's not even about you
I was there for you
Never walked away
When you needed me
Didn't [?] myself
It's hard not to think about forever
But I shouldn't be telling your number
So I called my mom and i lay
She swore I was on drugs
I tried to call my daddy, wasn't awake
You see the truth was
It's not even about you
It's not even about you
It's all about me
It's all about me
It's all about me
Omg you are making me cry, I just dont wanna go there
Or I do, I just hate it